My Introduction to the Nonphysical Realm
The experiences of a year brought me face to face with all my fears. Then face to face with myself, or who I thought I was. All ending with self-love and enjoyment of my life.
The story starts here:
September 1, 2018: Contact by UFO through group meditation.
Later that night sitting up on my bed - suddenly overcome by a complete sense of calmness, peace, and the inability to move came over me. Followed by telepathic communication that guided me into an outer-body experience.
Thrust into a new reality given the awareness gained from the experience of leaving my body - evidence of the non physical realm & our conscious self being able to travel to and from.
Battling with the fears of a conditioned mind as it tries to reason with logic as I was interacting and working with these nonhuman beings. Angels or aliens? Not sure the difference at this point. My pleas to communicate and identify who it is that was with me went unanswered - constantly battling my own internal battle to keep the faith in my safety or to panic and fight.
I was forced into a place of Faith and Trust which did not require evidence, reassurance, or even logical reasoning to back it. Blind faith was the only option I kept coming to, as the experiences didn’t seem to be stopping and the fears only magnified the experiences to be unpleasant.
When you are faced with something of this magnitude; it becomes an easy choice to turn back to a belief in God. As you face an intelligence which proves to have power to control your own body and mind -the willingness to believe in a protective hand is much easier.
The grappling with death’s imminent role in your existence as a human becomes less of a devastating idea. The realizations of your life being valuable transcends physical incarnation in this body - and you become aware of this feeling you are so much more than this experience as the individual you are today.
As time went on, I became accustomed to these Spiritual Lessons and Surgeries which would occur. The less fear, the more I retained the balance in my own thought processes and beliefs which were explored mentally during these spiritual surgeries.
I've experienced death. More than once. With complete acceptance and my heart full and open I welcomed it. I was done fighting. Done running from it. Once the fear of death has been conquered. You realize it's a fear of living you've actually been avoiding.
I slowly broke free of all limitations and beliefs which were not aligned with my own Truth and Inner Peace. After over 6 months after the initial activation experience of my awakening, I rounded Home-base on my complete trust in my safety.
The closeness to God was felt within me, no longer an outside force - From a person who had cursed the sky in aguish throughout his life, shrouded in disbelief from lack of evidence, and claiming atheism. Then to feel the presence within my every fiber of being. The trust in this being the very essence from which I exist through.
I walked into the chapter of facing my fears which were all very Human, the beliefs of needing to fit in or be accepted to survive. The lack of trust and my constant expecting of the worst from people. The inability to receive love from another was deep and painful to dig out - but it had to be done with my self-love filling up first.