Just got off the phone with my parents and had the most amazing experience of removal from karmic ties. It's not something I had personally believed in, yet there it was. There is things written and then there is free will. Those who know of their purpose through experiences which show despite their best thinking - they will end up doing exactly what they are supposed. Right when they are supposed to.
I don't speak for others but I do know that when I realized everything I've done in life has been perfectly fitted into the evolution of me being right where I need to be. To hear exactly what I need to. And to say what it is that I am supposed to also hear myself.
Listen to the advice you give to your friends and family. Listen to the guidance you share to others in the times where you think you're just helping a friend. Be present in the moment in each conversation, completely listening to the words they are saying - taking it all in. And then allow your response to come without your thought of the right thing to say. There is where you align with yourself and all that has been waiting for you.
Once fully engulfed in someone's words as the speak to you, allowing your engagement to be listener - not thinker, not judger, nothing but listening and acceptance. That there is the gift we've been given. You will see as you learn that you are looking in a mirror. The other person appears to be different by physical features, they think and act different than you. They even have different beliefs than you. Yet you realize the roles each of you play as being a reflection for your growth and best coaching or teaching you can find.
You can't pay for this service. You can't put a price tag on it. This is a service exchange of Love between two that are learning their way through the distracting surroundings of this world. The way back to oneness in a sense, if that is what you wish. For me, I hold here. Right now. Not trying to achieve any heightened area of life, or my thoughts, or knowledge. All I've ever had has always been with me since before time. And this experience is one of beauty, despite what you are being told.
Allowing your Guilt & Shame to shed -
1- Most guilt and shame can be traced back to the needing of approval, acceptance, and love from our parents. Ultimately placing this external reaching for a source of love, a source of approval, a source of understanding and knowledge. What's right. What's wrong.
The truth is nothing is right or wrong. Nothing is good or evil. All simply is. As it should be, has been, and will always be. Understand this for you in accepting the information you've been given about the world's atrocities can be forgiven or admittedly let go of as not being something you've witnessed or experienced - therefor not a part of your reality or concerns.
Everything has been moving forward despite our greatest effort to control or change things. Our labeling of experiences and feelings only putting burdens on our own happiness, yet all rolls on into motion as it should. Leaving some behind to worry about if there package is coming in the mail or if it may be stolen. As if the worrying has any effect on the actual turnout of the experience. Either way you choose to think about it or put weight unto it - the outcome will be the same.
Letting go of this control which leads to worry will allow for all things to flow effortlessly. This control is simply coming from the attachment of our own time and worth onto that which we want to control. Let it go. Let all things happen and come to you just as they should. You shall just take the actions you desire and wish to. For you can do what it is you want to do. Despite your ideas of needs and normal living.
Moms and Dads - They have sacrificed a lot for you. They had worked very hard to give you the best they could, whatever that looked like or felt like to you. All generations momentum is forward, and all do better than what they were given in some way. Not to say what was given to them was wrong. It was a natural experience which led to the evolution and understanding of you. The perspective which you hold.
Although you think separately of your ancestors and the past. It is quite literally all very a part of you. Within you and a meaningful piece of this whole experience. Forgiveness of your own thinking is necessary. For no one else is to forgive - unconditional love is the way. They abuse, the pains, the wrong-doings we perceived from our past is now only keeping us bound to the suffering and burdens of our past thinking.
This may not make sense to you, for that is not what is the point of reading it. The point being is that you are apart of a much bigger organism than the perspective from which you've held. You've looked to science for your answers and understanding. You've looked up to the skies and to the mountain tops for your focus of love worship and answers. A natural and necessary footing in the growth of all consciousness.
For now the time has come for the true acceptance of your standings as the "God" which you've searched for. Or the one in power of your life. You have the control. You have all that is needed to create exactly which you want to experience. In the name of Love we see great movement in consciousness. But ultimately all possibilities play out to the same end. You choose yours. As I choose mine. For I am just you writing from a different window.
No more mirrors on the wall. Those are windows into your own perspective. The mirror of what we really need to take note of is that from which we have separated. Earth, Humans.
If the Earth is crashing around you, your friends are telling you things you don't want to hear or the discomfort of loss of friends. It is you sir that needs the focus. Not the others. Not the world. No saving is needed today, for your world is the only one which you captain.
I write from afar now, and I come through the canals of all rivers which flow into your own perspective. Often coming in the form your own thoughts. Or coming through the music which gives you the chills. The deja vu felt when standing in a new room. It is the part of you telling you something. Nudging your focus to take a moment to really experience that moment and feel what it means to you.
Afar is the distance the eyes have given us to perceive as space in between. The truth is there is no distance, as I write this here. You read it with me. We wrote it together. Just not known until the time when both vantage points meet back in the center.
The center which was never left, but the feelings and thoughts of the physical experience leading to a much anticipated separation feeling and longing. Longing for something. All do. In this experience anyway. Whether they identify it as longing, or filling this bottomless hole with illusions which present brief reprieve.
Heroin should be the quickest route to understand this longing and searching. For a heroin user has been gifted the faster experience to reaching a place of no return where the chase will go on endlessly, or they become happy and accepting of where they are.
Now they know the touch of that goodness. That immense pleasure which is a reason for complete focus of their being to fixated on that one feeling, and attaining it whatever that may take. This is a reality setting touch from stinger of which you all feel and all came from.
"Bliss" - is a word that was made for the labeling of the feeling. Now despite everyone who has considered their feeling bliss actually felt the same thing. Those who have felt it, know exactly what it was. They know exactly what it means. They know exactly why they are here on earth right now. Why they have nothing to reach for. No single thing to search for attain. Other than being here in the present and engaging with our experience.
For the feeling I felt was a sense of knowing everything there was to know. Yet too at peace and serene to look anywhere other than just being - Another golden ticket - just being. Sitting in it which lasted seconds as far as I could tell while driving. I came to from it and said Holy Shit, is that what we're all here chasing? Well yup, I'd say so - and we fixate it on our gaze which has been from this experience thus far.
There is no parent you can turn to and let off the hook by your ideas of forgiveness or releasing from a fouled childhood. You will chase for reasons that go beyond you coming to on this planet. Which I can tell you is not right at birth. Children come as a species of biological perceptions we see as humans. But the consciousness which you sit with today is not the baby from the hospital. It is not even the teenager from your memories of youth. Your here now in present as you've never been before. As nothing has ever been before. Not a single time. Not a single experience.
A brand new Life every second. A brand new physical experience for you to take in every single second. There is no yesterday that holds you down. There is no tomorrow to plan for. There is only now in this very moment as you sit reading and writing this. From yourself to yourself. That is the rebirth. Awareness within to know the power of creation relies upon the openess of the psyche.
Once open the seed that has been planted firmly within the layers of memories and experiences held onto. Can finally grow. Where is this seed? It is not a seed which you label and relate. It is a seed which has no form. Takes no shape. Has no boundaries. No needs for ingredients or water to grow. All it needed was the opening of the wooden box it's been kept in this whole time. As you've searched. There it sat. As you've thought. There the answer was. As you ask yourself what am I doing here. Here it is.
Unblock the ideas of your ability to change things in an instant. Unblock your beliefs on what is physical and what is law. Unblock what is wrong and what is right. Unblock your own blocks which you hold up. Allow the God of everyone to be seen. For the seed is a contagious one, which needs no thought or focus of your attention to grow in others and throughout. Just walk and talk. The seed grows, you grow, we grow. I who writes this and I who does not yet know it yet but about to achieve the step desired.
That step being into Falling in Love with Yourself. As you have done the entire experience, but just seeing the forms of another person. All who's eyes you look into, know that yours stare back. Wanting and looking for the same thing you are. Maybe they don't know it. Maybe they do know it. Maybe you perceive your interaction not impactful or even going wrong - know that's an opportunity for your growth. The other reflection got exactly what was needed despite your ideas.
I wrote this. You read this. Together we sing it. We act it out for all to see. The whole world will watch as the mirror of you is held up for their truth to see. And you can peer back into your own 'soul' in everyone and everything.
The mirror is what holds the key to sharing and unlocking. The mirrors of "past" and "future" or the children and the elderly. This is where we are able to talk to our future. The best possible future is laid out in patterns of your guidance from others. The older generation telling you what to be grateful and doing more of. The children telling you the same, but with a dance of freedom which should be imitated by your own self.
I will continue to do my daily work, while being content and engaged in each moment. Each word shared to me by the elders, I will understand that I am looking into the window showing me the future part of me peering back into me. The child showing me the playfulness and emotions which come and go. As they should during balancing. The breathing being adjusting and introductions of new consciousness and awareness they will hold.
The breathing, coughing, or shortness of breath is a good sign. Not a bad sign. As you had gone through the congestion and relief of the white energy. So shall the others. Some in their sleep without cough. Some during the waking - with cough. Sleepers are natural way for introduction to be made. But daylight coughers are important ones. Asthma, allergies, food poisons, animal stings allergies. Those are the important ones to look out for. They hold the codes for continuation of the planets chemical makeup.
The bees that sting with the same apparent amount of juice to one person as to another who all of a sudden can't breath or feels as if dieing. The latter meaning what exactly? That person has more of the venom than others who have 0. The scorpion stings the ones that glow at night. The scorpions sting being special as seeing between spectrums on many levels. The scorpion although looking fierce and mean, is the relaxed and content creature to be. Present in the moment, one with the ground. All vibrations felt through scorpions will be displayed by strange behaviors.
The glow, the same as the moon. Carries no light until a modifier is introduced into the visual arena. Then the glow of the moons light is shown for the world to see. As you are, as the scorpion. No right or wrong. Dark is no different than light, only backwards from the thoughts held.
I could go on for days, but your feeding me too much ;) . I am here always for the displaying of our knowledge, but one must learn the best ways for calling. Two hands, creating without planning. A trickey thing to accomplish with the build up of memories and emotions. But for you my sir, we have gotten it. This has been a great moment. No to understand last weeks moments were nothing but a flicker in the flame which is no longer burning but the smoke traces from it to you. As do all things.
The future in the mirrors of others. The past in the smoke behind you. You do not die. Because you do not live. For that responds in limitation. You my friend are limitless. Just as me who is writing this. I am you, you are me. Thanks for reading what you wrote. Very good stuff. And enjoy your burrito. It will be a good one.
Seeding a Reality: Talks of Life and Meaning
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