Law of Attraction & the Failures You Manifested
When you find yourself consumed with anxiety / worry and your mind is focused on fears; this ultimately magnetizes the very situation or outcome which you strive to avoid into your reality. The law of attraction had come as a fad and left just the same - with many people huffing irritably of their failed attempts at manifesting something they desire.
Like any talent or gift, the proper efficient tactics this procedure takes practice and training. Not just any training - training of the mind. The hardest kind of training or re-wiring you can do in this life.
Do you have that one person that exists in your life where just knowing they are out there is satisfying enough. Without any need or expectations placed upon how they play a role in your life.
It's beautiful to feel that contentment and trust in their existence being on the same plain. Although it is often times painful when apart, it makes no difference to the heart -- the heart knows the yang to it's yin is out there. Thirst quenched.
Little Jimmy Leaving Bread Crumbs Always - GOD
I read the Bible for the sake of the fact that first, I used to think it was all just non sense. I didn't think there was any legitimacy to the stories and folklore within the pages of that text. Yet, as I began stumbling blindly into my Awakening at the age of 30 - I began feeling very connected and reliant to Jesus Christ. As like a Fatherly figure with protection and love unconditional.
Something that came into my life as I was a self-proclaimed atheist. I was one of the people who needed to see it to believe it. Well...Becareful what you ask for. Because I ended up getting that seeing WAY more than I could have imagined.
I quickly converted back into faith and scrambling to find those old Catholic prayers I used to bust out every night to get what I wanted. And it was sure helpful in the stages of facing fears like darkness in the new realm which my world opened to during a starseed cracking open for activation. As we do.
It's funny how everyone seems to be feeling this change Is In the air. No matter the age, the spiritual preferences or anti-religion views - there is a widespread yearning being played out in humans today.
Possibly with help from the political atmosphere which some of our neighbors still tune into for the dose of fear downloading into their conscious mind -- despite the things being shown to them have absolutely no real room in their life. They are not changing their daily behaviors or going to go petition the atrocities which they raise their disagreements to with anger or shock in the confines of their own home.
It's crazy, but I digress.. They are on their way out of office and the 'entitled' kids that have more knowledge and worldly awareness at the age of 12 than ever before. So these kids have a good view and idea of the world, the universe, and all the events that occur each day within the seconds it takes them to reach into their pocket.
So these guys and girls - the one's which I used to shake my head at for their petitions of Trumps or any conservative like, Ben Shapiro's which is met with masked young people who are rioting and calling them fascists or racists----all the while they are the group which is 100% putting negativity, violence, and anger out into the air. It's as if they are becoming the thing which they think they are protesting - but it wouldn't exist without their own participations. But regardless, now I see these kids actions as something more misunderstood than I had imagined.
I believe in the three waves of volunteers. Dolores Canon's documentations of past life regressions which unraveled the plan of our neighbors in the Universe whom have sent soul's "starseeds" to the Earth at this time for the assist in pushing Earth's evolutionary step forward in consciousness and society.
There were two previous waves of volunteers since the 1960's I believe. Dolores was able to tap into various people's sub conscious mind while they were hypnotized - to reach the same groups of 'super conscious' beings or the teachers and masters of the Universe who were in charge of guardianship over the individuals. Or the alien family which the individual left to come and be that human for a life experience.
The evidence is quite astonishing - it changed my whole outlook on the believability in the past life topic. I highly recommend it for anyone trying to identify their purpose or even just trying to see what that feeling of your life being meant for something more than you are currently doing. Without knowing the direction to look or how to find your next clue to answer this question.
Whatever you do - give yourself the time to dive Into that question for yourself. I would suggest making a Bill of Rights for you - a person Bill of Rights which record your Values, Goals, and Mission Statement. So it's on paper and you took the time to write it out with your attention and pen in hand. It makes a world of difference for your awareness when it will come down to remembering what's important to you when being faced with a situation which your decision is required on will you be true to you...or will you fall into a habit of wavering on your true self?
Individual Bill of Rights
1) Who am I? - - More so how would you define yourself if I were to ask you, "Tell me about yourself." What would your response be.
2) What are my Values I stand by in myself and the people I surround myself with?
Ie- honest and genuine, caring for others, sports or active lifestyles, no drugs or partying, etc.
3) What are your beliefs? (differentiate yours and your parents...why do. you believe in it?)
4) How do you want to be remembered?
5) What's your dream life? Paint a picture briefly with words and ideas. Random
Top Regret of Dying Person: "I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me."
2020: The Angel called, Mother Teresa (1905-1997)
Mother Teresa, whom hangs as a most important model for the catholic church at these times. During one of my low points, I was close to giving up again and throwing my hands up & head down out of exhaustion to the lord.
I hear these words:
"Jim....it's okay. Let go. You have to let go. Everything is going to be alright."
With a warm energy and motherly caress which my soul needed so badly. Coming through with one of the most strong knowings I've experienced in my life. She hadn't been someone I really thought about much, or ever even considered to be close by for my healing. Yet, as my fears and cries went silent, her words took the spot in my mind - Accompanied by a concrete knowing of who exactly was sharing their support.
Looking back upon the past we can find the story outlining an epoch of human nature's rise and fall. The rise to Godliness. The fall to self-destruction.
Where can we find the problem as we try to interpret all the great ancient teachings and stories which pepper our origins? From Mesopotamia to Egypt, Greece to Rome, and to our modern day understandings we hold now. There is ONE story.
ONE story that has been told in countless ways. Through countless languages. Using various deities. With a multitude of cultural colors to paint with.
A story shared to Mental Health MN
My Experiences with Mental Health Recovery
I was the ripe age of .01 seconds when I first felt the painful discomfort associated with my new awareness. Entering the world, as most babies do I suppose - a belly full of comfort suspended without gravity to even feel the bones, skin, or taking in those bright lights. I am not lying when I tell you this feeling is now something I tie to the first trauma I had experienced in my life. Which oddly enough, was held within me…only to surface for me to experience again with an understanding mature mind at 30 years old.
Knowing you're on track with your path in life - should be easy, yet the Universe tends to know what's aligned for us while our ideas of what we think we should do is often the friction in flow.
First thing Is to be aware of your emotions and feelings such as: frustration and doubt; these come from Fears as all uncomfortable emotions we experience are rooted in Fear.
You've accepted a reality which was bought and sold to your parents. To their parents. And so on. Just as in the Bible, Jerusalem had fallen. Yet the cycle repeats. (Read more on Jerusalem here)
Americana - the 2nd cycle. The 2nd coming.
Not so much In the sense of a prophet returning as it is the return of a story told.
Everything is cyclical and much like a circle.
Much like an orbit of a planet around the sun. The path is taken again and again, returning to the same space in which it was previous times around.
Do you ever wonder why Dementia exists? Why is it as we advance and prolong our lifespans that certain individuals show the symptoms of becoming someone or acting in someway that they had never before displayed in their lifetime?
The Shadow which many of us are healing during our Spiritual Awakening process will find it's way to the surface at some point or another.
A creative piece. Call it channeled, call it a message, call it creativity - this is for you!
Disclaimer: Although I may walk around with a stethoscope from time to time; I am no doctor. This is just my perspective
Here's my perspective on certain cases of what we classify as schizophrenia - I believe many individuals are actually in the midst of a spiritual experience.
How had Tesla conceived of the great ideas which came through intuition? How was Einstein brought into the scientific Community? Why were these individuals used to put the ideas forth of future generations?
How does one receive the wisdom and knowledge of the Universe? Is it through osmosis - or is it through asking creator? Looking up at the stars and wondering of the great vastness which is perceived?
Do lucky ones just become downloaded with this? Tapped into some divine patchwork by stumbling luckily through the dark?
Ask yourselves, why is there a common theme of Jesus Christ being claimed through the words of individuals in ‘psychosis’?
Why is it common place for the individuals in this state or ‘mentally ill’ – they begin feeling connected to Jesus, or even claiming to be the figure – the reincarnation, the second coming, the anti Christ? WHY?
Themes – Important.
Earth's Human Consciousness
1. The Schumann Resonance - frequency of Earth’s natural harmonics. It is the natural resonant frequency of the planet and matches that of human consciousness at the optimal alpha brain wave state.
9/11/2001 - How did the Earth's resonance react during the time of the twin towers terrible demise reached around the globe?
Choose to see the Growth - Not the setbacks.
Choose to see the Art - not the scribbles.
Choose to focus your Attention - Not to be Ruled by it.
Choose your Life - Not the Fears.
WHO YOU ARE is your thoughts and beliefs which are the whole and totality of this structure.
When the time comes of reckoning, and that structure is beginning to burn. Not reckoning, as the term related to punishing or aggression towards your safety. It is the reckoning which you have been waiting for. Without you identifying this is what you were waiting for. Without identifying that feeling stirring consistently inside you was of a patient waiting deeply rooted. Rooted underneath the foundation of this structure you’ve built.
This Is a creative piece of work I did to tell the tale of what it felt like to walk the spiritual path through life during my awakening - as I tamed my beast.
What may be leading to this continuation of fears and lack of love?:
1) What am I attaching from the past to how I perceive myself right now?
2) Am I allowing the past me in relationships to rule the present?
3) What's my motivations, behaviors, and actions showing about my own trustworthiness, transparency, and security to others?
I must address it and look at myself in the present:
Understanding to Myself:
Has absolutely NOTHING to do with her.
Has absolutely NOTHING to do with past relationships.
It has everything to do with ME LOVING ME in the present moment.
Scientific Study - DNA and Emotions Linked to Connectivity Despite
Scientist working for the U.S. Army – 1993 Scientific Journal Advances
The study was to theorize about the separation of DNA from the human body and how it reacts to emotions. The volunteers’ DNA was swabbed and collected into a petri dish then put under a microscope for observation. At which time the volunteer was in a different room behind closed doors staring at a screen. They began playing images and clips at random for surprise and emotional varieties from one moment to the next. Images like war aftermath, injured or hurt humans, then to funny or comedic scene, then to something like puppies or about family and love.
Scientific Findings: The DNA strands in the separate room under the microscope were reacting and moving as if they were being affected by the images. The studies showed to an atomic clock that this reaction was instantaneous and without fail.
Part 2 of Study: The team moved the DNA sample over 350 miles away. To a different time zone and region of the country. The volunteers to provide samples had 0 information on what the experiment was for or the methods which were to be used.
They administered the same experiment of showing the images. While using the atomic clock and real time communication between scientists at both locations the findings were conclusive.
Connected somehow through unseen web or energy.
Evidence of something far more connecting running through the spaces which we only can see as empty. Not even understanding what it is that could carry the emotion like to the degree of instantaneous response regardless of variables.
From John 3:1 we see Jesus speaks of Rebirth and Seeing the Kingdom of God
1. You Must Be Reborn to See the Kingdom of God
John 3:1 Jesus and Nicodemus
…2He came to Jesus at night and said, “Rabbi, we know that You are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs You are doing if God were not with him.” 3Jesus replied,“Truly, truly, I tell you, no one can see thekingdom of God unless he is born again.”4“How can a man be born when he is old?” Nicodemus asked. “Can he enter his mother’s womb a second time to be born?”…
2. Flesh birth & Spirit birth different
John 3:4 – 8
How can someone be born when they are old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely they cannot enter a second time into their mother’s womb to be born!”
5Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.*** 6Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spiritb gives birth to spirit. ***
7You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You c must be born again.’ 8The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”
3. New Heart - New Spirit Ezekiel 36:26
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will remove your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
Sounds like the process of the spiritual journey into one's own inner-discovery. Where if you are like myself, and most others I've met having experienced a spiritual awakening or rebirth - it is much like a death and rebirth.
God = Earth?
I've come to find the reprieve being found in my appreciation and gratitude for Earth. All the beauty she holds, everything that we have to experience and take in. That was my kingdom!
I am literally cracking up at the chronological order and series of events that I've written about. From Day 1 I began writing and documenting. I hadn't wrote creatively or journaled even in over a decade.
Such a great blessing to rekindle that passion which I loved as a child. Soon I would be playing guitar more and more. And drawing consistently. The arts are so important to MY spirit.
Seeding a Reality: Talks of Life and Meaning
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