When a Family member or friend becomes the face of the person who has caused us pain or lack in worth / love - this is a very important life experience which is requesting your attention.
Your ability to Forgive these individuals no matter the atrocity enacted upon you or the innocence which you held in the experience. For this is your key to liberation from the pain once and for-all.
The forgiveness Is not for the other person - rather for your own returning to Love and Empowerment. For victim mindsets which are carried on in life only provide more suffering, and experiences encountered with the same turnouts.
This is a human being and subject which holds great importance to me in the expressing of my experiences which hold great weight in the beliefs and ideas felt by many in society.
All can agree on how disagreeable the acts of Nazi Germany had displayed and carried out upon fellow human beings - for reasons of their beliefs, features, and cultures. Led by Adolf Hitler.
Now one of the most despised names upon the tongues of any human who has little understanding of world history. The ultimate face of 'evil' - which would be a damn scary thought to think of someone managing to find a way to take that spot in the future... Yet, lucky for us this will never be. And Hitler took that spot for the last time in our Modern Human Civilization.
I had become faced with the idea of Hell, or the punishment of Soul's experienced Lives mistakes and bad choices. Which I was quickly put into a place of fully believing there is no such judgement faced other than our own Soul's - and that no Soul deserves to burn eternally for a life lived that went off the tracks. No Matter the Extent...Even Hitler.
And then I wondered about him. I felt deeply for him for the first time ever that my heart could even allow such a perspective to compassionately view someone who had done acts which I will never understand.
Yet there I was; at this place in life where my own Divinely guided journey into Awakening to the Spiritual Nature of my Being. At a cost of stripping away all that I held onto for Stability and the Reality in which I had lived comfortably for 30 years abiding by the laws and standards which now were flipped upside down and burnt at my feet.
I had to rewrite and return the beliefs which I stand by into the Truth which was My Own. Not the conditions and standards given to me. Even with my life proving the evidence being those standards as Real Truth ... until the Divine Intelligent Hand which Guided this Life reached through the Veil and began knocking down the pillars of false beliefs which I held onto for safety at the time.
The point being here; that I was brought to my own Forgiveness which was the only forgiveness ever needed to lose the shame, guilt, and remorse.
My own Judgement being the only voice which plagued me with criticisms or worries.
And then the Idea of Sins - which I was worried as I faced the memories and realizations of a life which began to appear as if I lived it selfishly without care to others. I was ashamed and accepted my guilt in being a bad person who made mistakes often.
Acknowledging finally that I used people, took advantage of people, and was dishonest with character. Which I didn't deny any longer - for the evidence was all there. In my sub-conscious; ready and able to play through as if I'm back in the shoes of that moment in time. Even feeling what I felt, or what the other person felt. All the way back to my first night home from the hospital....which even that needed healing.
That's actually where I had drawn the line in the sand for the Full Expression prior to Experienced Innocence lost by way of rules placed upon this life (necessarily). It was so clear and vivid as I knew I was seeing through the eyes of myself as a baby. Upon a bed and room which didn't look familiar whatsoever - and my parents so young and cute laying on the edge bed looking into each other's eyes with the most true unbreakable love I've ever seen in two people.
I had described the room and memory to them one night when visiting - and that's when they shared it was the first night home from the Hospital.
Tangent there; but back on track as I had faced that there is no Judgements by a Creator or angry God that will put a thumb up or thumb down upon your life lived. Yet your Soul is beyond the most Divine essence which you can imagine - that being said, many Souls like Hitler or other murderers that are faced with their life's actions and behaviors in which they had displayed during the confusion and chaos - the Soul will decide to participate in something which ensures the learning of the lessons which they had missed cues upon in that lifetime.
So you can trust that Hitler has sufficiently been punishing himself. And that when you realize everyone in your life, all the enemies you thought you had and violators upon your safety - were actually the life's pivotal experiences which you contracted to interact upon in the hopes of learning some lesson or gaining a perspective, strength, or gratitude previously missed.
All of it was for you, by you. And Hitler's case is of a Soul which is no different then you. Or me. Or any other human being on this Earth, the very same to the Dalai Lama and a homeless man in LA present-day.
All Doing the Best they Can in the Experience of Separation
Which at that point in human history, don't forget the United States was still segregating a population of our fellows because the color of their skin was black.
So this was a point in Human Consciousness which was coming to the fruition of fully understanding and experiencing the un-governed atrocities which one group could do to another.
For idea or belief that one is superior to the other. For this had to be leveled out which I choose to see the WWII as something which pushed out attention to the sickening acts unfairly forced upon a life for no reason other than the people who they identify as.
The countries which pushed forward into the mission which was driven by putting a stop to the inhumane acts. The rising to a defense of strangers in countries far across oceans - for the moral ideal which was at stake upon allowing this to go on.
All saw this and all were struck with fear and distain. Thus providing them the second thought before they ever participate in the type of discrimination and hate which resembles the genocide of Jews in Germany.
I know all the Ancestors of the one's who lost their life in these times of human collective experience - are all hoping that we can forgive this time period. And all who were involved in the other side to which our view may lean. For this forgiveness allows our consciousness to move forward.
As a world living in peace and Oneness is contingent on this Forgiveness. For we must Honor and appreciate that every single thing that has happened in this world leading to our coming into awareness; is worthy of our gratitude for being the factors which allowed us to exist.
For if one person hadn't met another person in 1920. Or 1638. Or 10B.C. -- then you could just as easily not been set into motion for existence. So all things leading to now; made this possible. For this, the moment present, is what we bring gratitude to and acknowledging the perfection to make this all possible is a miracle which goes far beyond our conception at this conscious life.
The forgiveness of Hitler allows the Individual who is in fact the one needing forgiveness in this moment. By their own Love, yet when the compassion to bring forgiveness in place of hate or anger for something like the acts committed in WWII--GREAT space is made for that person to forgive themselves in the areas where they were lost and confused unintentionally discharging upon another person.
As I was balancing through the Feminine and Masculine energies within my own being I came acquainted with an individual named Galaxias, or Galaxis. A very warm yet abundantly powerful energy and essence; which felt to me as a strong Feminine energy.
Not strong Feminine In the sense of "Independent Woman", but strong being Powerful and Intelligent, yet Warm, Tolerant, and Compassionate. I felt it was an individual only by the experience I had where I perceived joining with Galaxis in my physical body. It felt familiar and right. Let's back track to the night before.
I had been staying alone In a house for the first time since all my experiences had begun. Up until that point in life; I had always had roommates. Which was a true blessing to me throughout the awakening process, for my fears were immense at times and although I would not burden my roommates with the experiences or information - it was still nice to know there was someone in the room down the hall.
So at this point, I had moved to Minnesota to try things out with a woman I loved - and that having quickly shown us signs of not being right fit to live together, I ended up getting my own place for a months. Which really was one of the greatest parts of my stays in Minnesota.
This had been some time in January 2020 and I was quite confident in the letting go of all my fears for the Nonhuman / Nonphysical side of things. A very triumphant corner that I turned in my process. And on the night prior to aligning with Galaxis in my being; I was laying in bed with all the lights off but a single candle in the corner of my room and the rest of this large house vacant and quiet.
I remember something catching my eye from outside the room, as I had left my door open. The room immediately adjacent to my bedroom door was an office space that had square window shape cut into the wall. Which I could see perfectly from my bed. It was mere decoration and for ambience only, as I had placed candles there as well. The office space I was using for my healing work, yoga, and writing. Lots and lots of important experiences and ah-ha moments happened in that room. So it held a special energy for me during those times.
I could see the decor window slot which gave me a small glimpse into the other room. Standing on the other side of the window, intently observing me as I fixed my eyes to bring her into focus; was a purple energetic apparition that boasted a high-tech looking body suit and mask/helmet. This individual had cat-like appearance although standing like a humanoid form with a regular human body. Feminine physical features through the breast plate and waist. As well as having ears which stuck up and back, with the mask/helmet having the slots for cat like ears to be fit comfortably in.
I felt absolutely zero fear as I realized this being had been watching me. I had come to accept my safety as I had noticed no matter how much I feared an experience prior to this, I always came out the other side safe and healthy. Quite often stronger and more wholesome even then before. I always feel protected and taken care of; no matter the frightening occurrences I would encounter.
That night's experience was neither frightening, nor did It raise a jolt of adrenaline through my body. I had come to a point where my resting heart rate would stay balanced and at ease; even when seeing something completely out of the ordinary. All the experiences which most people would find as paradigm shattering or deathly frightening were now something which I hold neutrality in the midst of.... Quite the accomplishment, indeed.
This individual, that I came to resonate with as, Galexias or Galexis, stayed there until finally I was the one who broke our connection by rolling over to get to sleep. Usually these times where I would catch something watching me like this, or a being appearing like Galaxis did; they would be able to maneuver quickly to make themselves invisible to my naked eye again. And even so, it was hard to keep the naked eye locked on their frequency for very long. But that night Galaxis held her position in my field of vision as I was also able to stayed locked on her.
I felt a very strong connection to this Individual. A very warm and loving relationship which I cannot remember at this time, but know exists somewhere in my being. And I had no fears or issues going to sleep that night as I finally decided to roll over and drift off to sleep.
I was dealing with emotions and heart ache of my human relationship that I had moved to Minnesota to court at this time in life. The next day I remember driving, and not necessarily remembering Galaxis at this point - I was feeling uncomfortable emotions surrounding my love for this soulmate individual in Minnesota that was becoming more and more apparent that it wasn't meant to be at that time.
I remember thinking to myself, man I feel so imbalanced with my Masculine and Feminine energy - I wasn't feeling quite masculine, and realizing that I never had even before that point. I really only overcompensated ever with my masculinity, to make the appearance of it in showboating expressions like sex, anger, or the 'I don't care' attitude... it was all a bluff. Yet, I did not know any better at those times. I remember thinking this and not beating myself up or even really putting judgement on my own self - just being neutral while accepting the facts of my experience.
Out of nowhere, I just feel and hear something from what I visualized to be a person in the back seat of my car as I drove. It was Galaxis. And with a soft, warm tone the thoughts came to me, "I am here, I am your balance and I love you more than you will understand at this time."
A snapshot of what I had seen the night before popped into my mind's eye as the thoughts came and then showed me the same individual expression in purple space suit and all, Galaxis, leaning forward speaking into my ear from the back seat of my car.
I trusted the sincerity in her claims of loving me and then came the visuals of what I were to do to balance these masculine/feminine energies for myself. I was shown representation visually of me accepting Galaxis into my body, into my being.
As If now I see it as she was already there - it was still a necessary rite of passage for me to accept this Energy as myself. Oddly enough, what compensated for my imbalanced Masculine energy was this individuals energy, that I perceived as Female and Feminine. But I have come to see it as the badass light warrior who is female yet boasts all the characteristics that we humans would view as the Male/Masculine Hero.
Well In me, the Male Hero Archetype is a female warrior from the cosmos. That looks somewhat like a human cat and is noted by a beautiful magenta/purple energy. My badass love.
As I accepted 'her' that day in the car; my whole understanding of sex, male/female relationships, love life, significant others, marriage, and the duality of the human sex life experience changed. It evolved into a new place of understanding. Yet, I was still in the middle of my own personal experience...making it hard for me to truly accept and practice the new wisdom.
It was only when the human girl and myself had ceased all communications and put a stop to the back and forth tug of war with our hearts that then; I was able to truly understand what Galaxis had brought to me. What Galaxis had unlocked in me.
My true love = Balance.
Which I will lay out In this video BELOW:
Spirit of Time in the Now...
Every day we've ever lived; was yesterday.
In the Ever Present Now - All yesterdays, being all past days; were yesterday.
No linear days, weeks, months, or years = this is the great of Illusion; the gift of Time.
We see that In the Now, all past events were neither a long time ago / nor recently.
Every past moment Is the same in distance from the Now.
Non-existent / a memory; yes. Imagination; yes.
But no more or less different, from the last breath you just took; to the first breath taken as you were born.
As you just entered the World within this breath Now; yet again.
The Past. Yesterday.
Right there; Yet so far away indeed.
Law of Attraction & the Failures You Manifested
When you find yourself consumed with anxiety / worry and your mind is focused on fears; this ultimately magnetizes the very situation or outcome which you strive to avoid into your reality. The law of attraction had come as a fad and left just the same - with many people huffing irritably of their failed attempts at manifesting something they desire.
Like any talent or gift, the proper efficient tactics this procedure takes practice and training. Not just any training - training of the mind. The hardest kind of training or re-wiring you can do in this life.
Do you have that one person that exists in your life where just knowing they are out there is satisfying enough. Without any need or expectations placed upon how they play a role in your life.
It's beautiful to feel that contentment and trust in their existence being on the same plain. Although it is often times painful when apart, it makes no difference to the heart -- the heart knows the yang to it's yin is out there. Thirst quenched.
Little Jimmy Leaving Bread Crumbs Always - GOD
I read the Bible for the sake of the fact that first, I used to think it was all just non sense. I didn't think there was any legitimacy to the stories and folklore within the pages of that text. Yet, as I began stumbling blindly into my Awakening at the age of 30 - I began feeling very connected and reliant to Jesus Christ. As like a Fatherly figure with protection and love unconditional.
Something that came into my life as I was a self-proclaimed atheist. I was one of the people who needed to see it to believe it. Well...Becareful what you ask for. Because I ended up getting that seeing WAY more than I could have imagined.
I quickly converted back into faith and scrambling to find those old Catholic prayers I used to bust out every night to get what I wanted. And it was sure helpful in the stages of facing fears like darkness in the new realm which my world opened to during a starseed cracking open for activation. As we do.
It's funny how everyone seems to be feeling this change Is In the air. No matter the age, the spiritual preferences or anti-religion views - there is a widespread yearning being played out in humans today.
Possibly with help from the political atmosphere which some of our neighbors still tune into for the dose of fear downloading into their conscious mind -- despite the things being shown to them have absolutely no real room in their life. They are not changing their daily behaviors or going to go petition the atrocities which they raise their disagreements to with anger or shock in the confines of their own home.
It's crazy, but I digress.. They are on their way out of office and the 'entitled' kids that have more knowledge and worldly awareness at the age of 12 than ever before. So these kids have a good view and idea of the world, the universe, and all the events that occur each day within the seconds it takes them to reach into their pocket.
So these guys and girls - the one's which I used to shake my head at for their petitions of Trumps or any conservative like, Ben Shapiro's which is met with masked young people who are rioting and calling them fascists or racists----all the while they are the group which is 100% putting negativity, violence, and anger out into the air. It's as if they are becoming the thing which they think they are protesting - but it wouldn't exist without their own participations. But regardless, now I see these kids actions as something more misunderstood than I had imagined.
I believe in the three waves of volunteers. Dolores Canon's documentations of past life regressions which unraveled the plan of our neighbors in the Universe whom have sent soul's "starseeds" to the Earth at this time for the assist in pushing Earth's evolutionary step forward in consciousness and society.
There were two previous waves of volunteers since the 1960's I believe. Dolores was able to tap into various people's sub conscious mind while they were hypnotized - to reach the same groups of 'super conscious' beings or the teachers and masters of the Universe who were in charge of guardianship over the individuals. Or the alien family which the individual left to come and be that human for a life experience.
The evidence is quite astonishing - it changed my whole outlook on the believability in the past life topic. I highly recommend it for anyone trying to identify their purpose or even just trying to see what that feeling of your life being meant for something more than you are currently doing. Without knowing the direction to look or how to find your next clue to answer this question.
Whatever you do - give yourself the time to dive Into that question for yourself. I would suggest making a Bill of Rights for you - a person Bill of Rights which record your Values, Goals, and Mission Statement. So it's on paper and you took the time to write it out with your attention and pen in hand. It makes a world of difference for your awareness when it will come down to remembering what's important to you when being faced with a situation which your decision is required on will you be true to you...or will you fall into a habit of wavering on your true self?
Individual Bill of Rights
1) Who am I? - - More so how would you define yourself if I were to ask you, "Tell me about yourself." What would your response be.
2) What are my Values I stand by in myself and the people I surround myself with?
Ie- honest and genuine, caring for others, sports or active lifestyles, no drugs or partying, etc.
3) What are your beliefs? (differentiate yours and your parents...why do. you believe in it?)
4) How do you want to be remembered?
5) What's your dream life? Paint a picture briefly with words and ideas. Random
Top Regret of Dying Person: "I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me."
2020: The Angel called, Mother Teresa (1905-1997)
Mother Teresa, whom hangs as a most important model for the catholic church at these times. During one of my low points, I was close to giving up again and throwing my hands up & head down out of exhaustion to the lord.
I hear these words:
"Jim....it's okay. Let go. You have to let go. Everything is going to be alright."
With a warm energy and motherly caress which my soul needed so badly. Coming through with one of the most strong knowings I've experienced in my life. She hadn't been someone I really thought about much, or ever even considered to be close by for my healing. Yet, as my fears and cries went silent, her words took the spot in my mind - Accompanied by a concrete knowing of who exactly was sharing their support.
Looking back upon the past we can find the story outlining an epoch of human nature's rise and fall. The rise to Godliness. The fall to self-destruction.
Where can we find the problem as we try to interpret all the great ancient teachings and stories which pepper our origins? From Mesopotamia to Egypt, Greece to Rome, and to our modern day understandings we hold now. There is ONE story.
ONE story that has been told in countless ways. Through countless languages. Using various deities. With a multitude of cultural colors to paint with.
A story shared to Mental Health MN
My Experiences with Mental Health Recovery
I was the ripe age of .01 seconds when I first felt the painful discomfort associated with my new awareness. Entering the world, as most babies do I suppose - a belly full of comfort suspended without gravity to even feel the bones, skin, or taking in those bright lights. I am not lying when I tell you this feeling is now something I tie to the first trauma I had experienced in my life. Which oddly enough, was held within me…only to surface for me to experience again with an understanding mature mind at 30 years old.
Knowing you're on track with your path in life - should be easy, yet the Universe tends to know what's aligned for us while our ideas of what we think we should do is often the friction in flow.
First thing Is to be aware of your emotions and feelings such as: frustration and doubt; these come from Fears as all uncomfortable emotions we experience are rooted in Fear.
You've accepted a reality which was bought and sold to your parents. To their parents. And so on. Just as in the Bible, Jerusalem had fallen. Yet the cycle repeats. (Read more on Jerusalem here)
Americana - the 2nd cycle. The 2nd coming.
Not so much In the sense of a prophet returning as it is the return of a story told.
Everything is cyclical and much like a circle.
Much like an orbit of a planet around the sun. The path is taken again and again, returning to the same space in which it was previous times around.
Do you ever wonder why Dementia exists? Why is it as we advance and prolong our lifespans that certain individuals show the symptoms of becoming someone or acting in someway that they had never before displayed in their lifetime?
The Shadow which many of us are healing during our Spiritual Awakening process will find it's way to the surface at some point or another.
How had Tesla conceived of the great ideas which came through intuition? How was Einstein brought into the scientific Community? Why were these individuals used to put the ideas forth of future generations?
How does one receive the wisdom and knowledge of the Universe? Is it through osmosis - or is it through asking creator? Looking up at the stars and wondering of the great vastness which is perceived?
Do lucky ones just become downloaded with this? Tapped into some divine patchwork by stumbling luckily through the dark?
Ask yourselves, why is there a common theme of Jesus Christ being claimed through the words of individuals in ‘psychosis’?
Why is it common place for the individuals in this state or ‘mentally ill’ – they begin feeling connected to Jesus, or even claiming to be the figure – the reincarnation, the second coming, the anti Christ? WHY?
Themes – Important.
Earth's Human Consciousness
1. The Schumann Resonance - frequency of Earth’s natural harmonics. It is the natural resonant frequency of the planet and matches that of human consciousness at the optimal alpha brain wave state.
9/11/2001 - How did the Earth's resonance react during the time of the twin towers terrible demise reached around the globe?
WHO YOU ARE is your thoughts and beliefs which are the whole and totality of this structure.
When the time comes of reckoning, and that structure is beginning to burn. Not reckoning, as the term related to punishing or aggression towards your safety. It is the reckoning which you have been waiting for. Without you identifying this is what you were waiting for. Without identifying that feeling stirring consistently inside you was of a patient waiting deeply rooted. Rooted underneath the foundation of this structure you’ve built.
This Is a creative piece of work I did to tell the tale of what it felt like to walk the spiritual path through life during my awakening - as I tamed my beast.
What may be leading to this continuation of fears and lack of love?:
1) What am I attaching from the past to how I perceive myself right now?
2) Am I allowing the past me in relationships to rule the present?
3) What's my motivations, behaviors, and actions showing about my own trustworthiness, transparency, and security to others?
I must address it and look at myself in the present:
Understanding to Myself:
Has absolutely NOTHING to do with her.
Has absolutely NOTHING to do with past relationships.
It has everything to do with ME LOVING ME in the present moment.
Seeding a Reality: Talks of Life and Meaning
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