As I was balancing through the Feminine and Masculine energies within my own being I came acquainted with an individual named Galaxias, or Galaxis. A very warm yet abundantly powerful energy and essence; which felt to me as a strong Feminine energy.
Not strong Feminine In the sense of "Independent Woman", but strong being Powerful and Intelligent, yet Warm, Tolerant, and Compassionate. I felt it was an individual only by the experience I had where I perceived joining with Galaxis in my physical body. It felt familiar and right. Let's back track to the night before.
I had been staying alone In a house for the first time since all my experiences had begun. Up until that point in life; I had always had roommates. Which was a true blessing to me throughout the awakening process, for my fears were immense at times and although I would not burden my roommates with the experiences or information - it was still nice to know there was someone in the room down the hall.
So at this point, I had moved to Minnesota to try things out with a woman I loved - and that having quickly shown us signs of not being right fit to live together, I ended up getting my own place for a months. Which really was one of the greatest parts of my stays in Minnesota.
This had been some time in January 2020 and I was quite confident in the letting go of all my fears for the Nonhuman / Nonphysical side of things. A very triumphant corner that I turned in my process. And on the night prior to aligning with Galaxis in my being; I was laying in bed with all the lights off but a single candle in the corner of my room and the rest of this large house vacant and quiet.
I remember something catching my eye from outside the room, as I had left my door open. The room immediately adjacent to my bedroom door was an office space that had square window shape cut into the wall. Which I could see perfectly from my bed. It was mere decoration and for ambience only, as I had placed candles there as well. The office space I was using for my healing work, yoga, and writing. Lots and lots of important experiences and ah-ha moments happened in that room. So it held a special energy for me during those times.
I could see the decor window slot which gave me a small glimpse into the other room. Standing on the other side of the window, intently observing me as I fixed my eyes to bring her into focus; was a purple energetic apparition that boasted a high-tech looking body suit and mask/helmet. This individual had cat-like appearance although standing like a humanoid form with a regular human body. Feminine physical features through the breast plate and waist. As well as having ears which stuck up and back, with the mask/helmet having the slots for cat like ears to be fit comfortably in.
I felt absolutely zero fear as I realized this being had been watching me. I had come to accept my safety as I had noticed no matter how much I feared an experience prior to this, I always came out the other side safe and healthy. Quite often stronger and more wholesome even then before. I always feel protected and taken care of; no matter the frightening occurrences I would encounter.
That night's experience was neither frightening, nor did It raise a jolt of adrenaline through my body. I had come to a point where my resting heart rate would stay balanced and at ease; even when seeing something completely out of the ordinary. All the experiences which most people would find as paradigm shattering or deathly frightening were now something which I hold neutrality in the midst of.... Quite the accomplishment, indeed.
This individual, that I came to resonate with as, Galexias or Galexis, stayed there until finally I was the one who broke our connection by rolling over to get to sleep. Usually these times where I would catch something watching me like this, or a being appearing like Galaxis did; they would be able to maneuver quickly to make themselves invisible to my naked eye again. And even so, it was hard to keep the naked eye locked on their frequency for very long. But that night Galaxis held her position in my field of vision as I was also able to stayed locked on her.
I felt a very strong connection to this Individual. A very warm and loving relationship which I cannot remember at this time, but know exists somewhere in my being. And I had no fears or issues going to sleep that night as I finally decided to roll over and drift off to sleep.
I was dealing with emotions and heart ache of my human relationship that I had moved to Minnesota to court at this time in life. The next day I remember driving, and not necessarily remembering Galaxis at this point - I was feeling uncomfortable emotions surrounding my love for this soulmate individual in Minnesota that was becoming more and more apparent that it wasn't meant to be at that time.
I remember thinking to myself, man I feel so imbalanced with my Masculine and Feminine energy - I wasn't feeling quite masculine, and realizing that I never had even before that point. I really only overcompensated ever with my masculinity, to make the appearance of it in showboating expressions like sex, anger, or the 'I don't care' attitude... it was all a bluff. Yet, I did not know any better at those times. I remember thinking this and not beating myself up or even really putting judgement on my own self - just being neutral while accepting the facts of my experience.
Out of nowhere, I just feel and hear something from what I visualized to be a person in the back seat of my car as I drove. It was Galaxis. And with a soft, warm tone the thoughts came to me, "I am here, I am your balance and I love you more than you will understand at this time."
A snapshot of what I had seen the night before popped into my mind's eye as the thoughts came and then showed me the same individual expression in purple space suit and all, Galaxis, leaning forward speaking into my ear from the back seat of my car.
I trusted the sincerity in her claims of loving me and then came the visuals of what I were to do to balance these masculine/feminine energies for myself. I was shown representation visually of me accepting Galaxis into my body, into my being.
As If now I see it as she was already there - it was still a necessary rite of passage for me to accept this Energy as myself. Oddly enough, what compensated for my imbalanced Masculine energy was this individuals energy, that I perceived as Female and Feminine. But I have come to see it as the badass light warrior who is female yet boasts all the characteristics that we humans would view as the Male/Masculine Hero.
Well In me, the Male Hero Archetype is a female warrior from the cosmos. That looks somewhat like a human cat and is noted by a beautiful magenta/purple energy. My badass love.
As I accepted 'her' that day in the car; my whole understanding of sex, male/female relationships, love life, significant others, marriage, and the duality of the human sex life experience changed. It evolved into a new place of understanding. Yet, I was still in the middle of my own personal experience...making it hard for me to truly accept and practice the new wisdom.
It was only when the human girl and myself had ceased all communications and put a stop to the back and forth tug of war with our hearts that then; I was able to truly understand what Galaxis had brought to me. What Galaxis had unlocked in me.
My true love = Balance.
Which I will lay out In this video BELOW:
Seeding a Reality: Talks of Life and Meaning
Listen on Spotify