I went to an amazing Meditation, that I literally almost cried through the whole thing due to the amount of gratitude I felt. I had just finally given in and Trusted this whole process the night before. I had finally been able to communicate with my Guides for the first time that day and become very comforted in my journey.
They had put a device on my leg the week before. Which I thought was some other negative energy that had followed me home from a conference I was at. I asked about that as soon as I was able to communicate. It turns out it was my Guides, and I only perceived the energy as different because they were excited.
It's too funny now, but was terrifying that night - I didn't sleep that night. I spent 3 hours standing, and 3 hours in my car..trying to outrun the energy. I was for sure that it wasn't my Guides and it was doing something to my leg to harm me, or maybe track me. They put something on my leg regardless, there is no running from the spirit world...write that down.
They confirmed it was a good thing, and that it was their doing. They also instructed me that I needed to be Grounding more. And that's what the device had to do with. A couple hours later I got a text, "Hey Jim, I'm leading a meditation in Palm Springs at 6:30 tomorrow, it will be great for grounding. You should come."
Okay Universe. Okay God. I hear ya. So that's what I did, and when I began to ground during the meditation, I felt the device moving around.
It started to move down my leg, over the ankle, then to the bottom of the foot. All of a sudden both feet were tingling at the bottom, and it became a very strong sensation as if my feet were asleep. Then the sensation came shooting up my legs.
I realized I was now feeling Mother Earth's Energy. And I could feel both Light from Source coming from the Crown area, and Energy from Earth coming through the legs. I was instantly so grateful, so overcome with emotion and love. I just realized that this whole experience was 100% positive and for my ultimate happiness. Such a relief and beautiful feeling.
We listened and sang along to the Mantra - Ra Ma Da Sa. The practitioner explained this is a mantra you can use when you have something you want to heal. So ask God and focus on the thing you want heal. In you, or with someone you know. And chant along. And it felt to me like an invitation for God to enter and Heal me.
When I got home, I went on Youtube and found the song. I laid in bed, pushed play, and began to sing along with it. And my vision went crazy vibrational, and my third eye was wide open. I focused that I wanted the healing to be for breaking up the solar plexus and sacral chakra blockages I have from my fears, insecurities, and ego thinking.
Holy cow, did it work. I realized there was some sort of mist, or cloud forming in front of me. And then I understood I'm supposed to breath it in. And so I did. Then I laid back, continuing to do deep breathing, and I could see the sparkles that I would breath in and filaments I would breath out. I took it I was breathing in healing energy from the source and exhaling that which I don't need.
Then I realized the energy and sensations I have felt on my face since the very beginning of all this was pooling up and building it up into a more large energy that was now separate from my face. Then it started going into my mouth.
So this is the part where I am supposed to turn off my mind and open my heart (As this wasn't the first time Spirit wanted to crawl in through my mouth, so I knew the drill). And I gagged a few times, when my mind would start chiming in. It took about 30 seconds to quiet my mind enough to allow it in. And Boom. It was in.
I could feel it slowly and methodically working its way down my abdomen. Going through all the organs and I cleansing them I assumed. It was crawling through my sinuses and all the veins and cavities of my face, ears, and head. It even was working through my eyes the next day because I could see it swimming around going back and forth. But I know it was good. Since that experience my third eye has been even stronger.
I finally went to sleep that night, about an hour later when it seemed to be done.
This was a Night of Vivid Dreams that I remember clearly. I was at my Grandparents house on my mom's side, and my grandfather had Alzheimer's (not that it was said in the dream but just what I understood). And we were in the kitchen, and he started to seem very confused and was trying to get through to the living room I believe. And my uncles stepped in to try to slow him down and not let him go off wondering, I presumed. Then he started freaking out, yelling, crying and scared and didn’t know who any of them were. He kind of made himself fall on the ground in a sad and dramatic way. This whole time, I had a front row seat to the ordeal and his emotions on his face. It was very upsetting.
And then I saw my poor mom, she was just heart broken and crying in disbelief. And they wrestled him down to keep him safe and calm (it was not abusive or malicious).
Then all of a sudden cut to next part of dream - my mom and I were looking through the house. I believe we were looking for old writings or journals from my childhood. Which is something we just did in real life. And then I started hearing growling. I couldn't tell where it came from. And then it stopped. Then we continued looking through boxes. And the growling started again.
At this point it occurred to me that this was a demon and it was something we couldn't see, but was evil and lurking around by the boxes. I grabbed my mom to shield her. And I started yelling “The power of Christ compels you! The power of Christ compels you! Christ consciousness only allowed!” Essentially fighting the demon or darkness. Then I woke up.
And I realized My stomach was in pain. I remembered allowing the spirit, or divine Light into me earlier in the night. And then I had to fight the fleeting ideas that, 'Oh no, what if let in something else in. Which may have been one of the lessons or tests. To completely trust and have faith, despite the fear thoughts that always pop up.
But whatever was going on, it was moving around in there. And I felt the dream was a sign. An almost training session for what I had to do. So I began to say that, "Christ consciousness only." and "This is a vessel for Divine Light and Christ Consciousness only."
Then I remembered, my friend, a breath-work specialist, Meredith, telling me the story about Archangel Michael coming to her at night, and testing her. He woke her up and said, "Love always wins." And then as soon as he said that, he disappeared. And there on the end of her bed was a huge beyond scary monster. And she said she had to shut off all fear thoughts and literally just fill herself with love. And then it disappeared.
So, I decided I should use her experience to my advantage, and I forced myself to feel love. It was difficult to not allow my head to wonder to the fear, to tell me I got tricked, to tell me there's darkness in me and there's nothing I can do. But I closed that door, and opened my heart. Just like I had been learning this whole time. And I felt the love and I continued to said say "This is only for Christ Consciousness. This is a vessel of Divine Light. And then it released from my stomach.
I felt it breaking apart and dissipating. I was overcome again with such a high vibration that it felt my whole body was pins and needles. It was overwhelming how strong of a vibration it was, and how it was literally from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. It felt like something was settling into me. Maybe my Higher-self. Maybe Christ Consciousness. Maybe Divine source gave me some of that energy. Regardless it was powerful and it was Love.
I later checked with them through the Pendulum. I asked,
Was that my higher self - NO.
Was it Christ Consciousness again? - NO.
Was it from source..The Divine Light? - YES.
Ok...Wow.. (which is always my reaction when I realize the blessing of this whole experience)
Was that for my healing gifts that you've been teaching me? YES
THE ULTIMATE LESSON THAT NIGHT
A - Trust in Christ Consciousness, or simply God, no matter what your head is telling you.
B - Love always wins.
C- Faith in Divine
Fight off any darkness
Well not just darkness. Anything that I feel I need help, assistance, strength, or healing in. I can use my faith and love to get through any obstacles in life, to ease any pain that comes my way, to find peace when I am in turmoil.
It's the key to all difficulties. The ultimate anti depressant. The ultimate strengthening weapon. The ultimate protection. The ultimate love.
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