Scientific Study - DNA and Emotions Linked to Connectivity Despite
Scientist working for the U.S. Army – 1993 Scientific Journal Advances
The study was to theorize about the separation of DNA from the human body and how it reacts to emotions. The volunteers’ DNA was swabbed and collected into a petri dish then put under a microscope for observation. At which time the volunteer was in a different room behind closed doors staring at a screen. They began playing images and clips at random for surprise and emotional varieties from one moment to the next. Images like war aftermath, injured or hurt humans, then to funny or comedic scene, then to something like puppies or about family and love.
Scientific Findings: The DNA strands in the separate room under the microscope were reacting and moving as if they were being affected by the images. The studies showed to an atomic clock that this reaction was instantaneous and without fail.
Part 2 of Study: The team moved the DNA sample over 350 miles away. To a different time zone and region of the country. The volunteers to provide samples had 0 information on what the experiment was for or the methods which were to be used.
They administered the same experiment of showing the images. While using the atomic clock and real time communication between scientists at both locations the findings were conclusive.
Connected somehow through unseen web or energy.
Evidence of something far more connecting running through the spaces which we only can see as empty. Not even understanding what it is that could carry the emotion like to the degree of instantaneous response regardless of variables.
From John 3:1 we see Jesus speaks of Rebirth and Seeing the Kingdom of God
1. You Must Be Reborn to See the Kingdom of God
John 3:1 Jesus and Nicodemus
…2He came to Jesus at night and said, “Rabbi, we know that You are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs You are doing if God were not with him.” 3Jesus replied,“Truly, truly, I tell you, no one can see thekingdom of God unless he is born again.”4“How can a man be born when he is old?” Nicodemus asked. “Can he enter his mother’s womb a second time to be born?”…
2. Flesh birth & Spirit birth different
John 3:4 – 8
How can someone be born when they are old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely they cannot enter a second time into their mother’s womb to be born!”
5Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.*** 6Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spiritb gives birth to spirit. ***
7You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You c must be born again.’ 8The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”
3. New Heart - New Spirit Ezekiel 36:26
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will remove your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
Sounds like the process of the spiritual journey into one's own inner-discovery. Where if you are like myself, and most others I've met having experienced a spiritual awakening or rebirth - it is much like a death and rebirth.
God = Earth?
I've come to find the reprieve being found in my appreciation and gratitude for Earth. All the beauty she holds, everything that we have to experience and take in. That was my kingdom!
I am literally cracking up at the chronological order and series of events that I've written about. From Day 1 I began writing and documenting. I hadn't wrote creatively or journaled even in over a decade.
Such a great blessing to rekindle that passion which I loved as a child. Soon I would be playing guitar more and more. And drawing consistently. The arts are so important to MY spirit.
From the seat of your own treacherous path lined with the battle of figuring out what your reality was to you. As you were raised knowing that something about your reality was different than those of the people around you. Confronted with lack of understanding from all sources which you looked to for guidance and safe keeping. The decision is rested upon your shoulders.
Focused on Happy - the rest just falls into place. I found my focus being scattered into desiring multiple things. Praying or manifesting towards multiple areas of goodness in life. Usually led me to more scattered and less sincere intention.
Once I was sufficiently depressed enough. Mangled and at a loss for reasoning with my own existence and choices I make in life. The place at the depths of the thought, "What's the point of me being here?"
Patsy another one of my clients has since day 1 told me, "I just want to walk." Yet her legs and arms were completely unable to hold her weight with any balance. She had been in a wheel chair for some time before starting to work with me. I had taken the fact that she can't stand up or kick her legs to much extent as confirmation for her verbal indication that she can't walk.
Yet everyday she would say, "I just want to walk." That's all she wanted. As I would re-affirm to her that no she said her dr.'s said they don't know whats wrong but she's losing control of her extremities. Which is what I was told.
The Alzheimer's friend I am able to work with was one of the life changers for me. All had been life-changing, but it was up to me to be ready to receive it with open hearts. I was working out with him, I was would have him run through exercises for keeping a stable and mobile body.
It was the first person I've worked with where each time I met him, I would have to re-introduce myself. Everytime I would show up and say we're going to exercise. He would respond with a dismissive laugh and say things like, "I exercise everyday, I've already been on my walk." "I am strong and in good shape, I don't need any help with that." or he would just simply stay in his recliner and cross his arms saying he's already been on a walk and now it's nap time. Which I learned quick was a big no that I wouldn't be able to cross with any chipper pep talking.
The yogis got something going on right. I remember the first time I went to yoga and believing that I was not flexible at that point in my life, while the instructor at the front said - "Bring all your awareness to the point of the burn. Sit with it. Be one with it. Don't judge it."
Holy fuck was that dude ever right. It's essentially what I have been doing with social and emotional pains. Having to be one with it. Having to sit with it and not label it. Allow the thoughts of what others would think drift away into the abyss. Realizing this whole time I had only made choices based on that choir of thoughts. Picturing friends, family, my parents - as i'm decision making in life.
It's a horrible place to be as an individual trying to experience their damn experience. It was literal hell, and I didn't even realize there was a way out. For I didn't know I was in it. I had the key. It was to literally do every damn thing my fear choir was telling me not to do. Anything I would think about doing, that was then followed by a worry of what they will think or what the outcome may be...a failure? Fuck yeah, the failure is in stopping there.
I have a client I've been working with for years now. He has parkinsons. I had been so disengaged until recently but now all the pieces are coming together. I see how I can help all these people I've had in front of me this whole time - and how I can learn myself how to evolve efficiently. The fountain of youth for humans. Not sure if it's something even desired for what is the point of the experience if there isn't a beginning and end. But either way this will help a lot of people fighting to just exist and live - in a world which they feeling separate from. Or they feel they are missing something. Or they simply live in fear, do all the mandatory things which are demanded of them to exist. If only everyone knew there was literally not a damn thing you need to do. Nothing. It's kind of silly once you realize it. But dude, if you're doing something that's not making you happy and content. If you feel like there's some fulfillment missing - or your soul's purpose is what? - Then fucking go do what you want. It's liberating.
Time works for you when you sit at the other side of it. I had a schedule before. I lived by it. Now I don't even look at it, different times and places all week - but as I let down my needing and wanting to control - I learned there is an internal schedule which works in all of us.
I was stressed about work. Oh shit, I'm in debt. Oh shit, I have like 50% less money coming in then I used to. Well I was sufficiently broken enough into blind faith, very very blind faith. But it's freeing. Because as I don't worry anymore. As I am ONLY doing the things I want to do. And put my focus on what would be fulfilling to me -- and not the almighty dollar - the Lottery was won. All new work comes in that I had only prevented by seeking and reaching. For if I had sat in what I had with Trust - then the floods come in.
Back to the guy i'm working with who has "parkinson's" - which I think the labeling of these symptoms is some of the worst shit we can be doing to ourselves. But regardless the topic I speak on is fear. As I had worked with my client who I will now just refer to as Doug. More of a friend and teacher to me as I see it now. As they all are in our lives.
Before any exercise Doug would do, he would begin wincing and saying "Oh god. Oh god. Oh god." And then he would go forward with the motion of the exercise. I finally asked, Doug why you saying Oh god. Oh God?
Doug - I'm scared.
Me- What are you scared of Doug?
Doug - Falling...
Me - Well you aren't moving yet. You're actually sitting. And I'm right here.
It dawned on me that this can translate to everything in life. That fear of taking the first step into something new or scary. Something that we don't know the outcome, and it could end in us falling straight onto our face. Often the fear wins and will keep us from taking that first step. The fear of falling is significant, as it must be understood there is no falling backwards. Only forward, often times it just takes our mind and understanding to catch up.
I put Doug on the table for stretch therapy healing that I provide. This day I put my hands on his ankles as I start with all sessions. And I felt his legs as concrete slabs along with an image in my minds eye. I knew then, he was severely disconnected from Earth. From his own body. He hasn't been down to his feet in who knows how long.
Doug was a very successful man. Worked very hard his whole life. Accomplished a lot of amazing things, traveled the world selling his business invention with the US Gov't, and by all accounts was healthy with happiness in his every day life.
I've come to understand, thanks to Doug and others I have the pleasure of working with, that it is all about connection and focus.
Doug for instance had focused on many things in life. Accomplishing much of what he set out to achieve. I can't speak for him, but I'll take a guess that he was like many of us. Focused on being financially stable, on completing a course, on the career which we desire, or even focusing on retirement off in the distance while working tirelessly in the present moment. Never actually being present.
I think we will find in studies which I am about to start documenting my own findings as the connection between these diseases we see of disconnect from the body. As not being associated with health or any other lifestyle choice - but rather from not being provided the simple ability of being in the moment and present.
If your work brings this for you..Holy fuck, it's unbelievable. Like cooks, hair dressers, game wardens, golfers, and park rangers - it is a blessing. The one thing that I am firmly believing as necessary in the connection being the feet on the Earth.
Not on the concrete, not on the floor of the house, but the feet on the grass, dirt, or sand - or even in the water. It's important to bring the focus of the mind down to the feet and the feelings of them touching the Earth. Just being and feeling, with attention at the point of connection. For it's a conscious awareness we are talking about, not a changing physical law. You are apart of the Earth. Like a living organism the earth is breathing, evolving, it's living. And humans, like the animals and plants are cells working together as a part of the whole.
The cell does not need to go around saying it's a cell. It does not have to declare I am a cell of the Earth. In fact it doesn't even have to realize it is a cell in the first place. But it doesn't make a difference that it's a part of the whole.
And that's what we are seeing today. With the elderly and all these symptoms being labeled by medical community or pharmaceutical salesmen anyway, as being just a fact of the human body. Fact of life. You could possibly get to age 70, 80, or heck 90's - but there's a chance you'll forget who you are, along with everyone else in your life. At which point you're going to be spoon fed in a facility while regimen of medicine to sedate you will be given. HA! Dude, what the fuck is that.
Yeah sure, people go crazy. Yeah sure, people eat foods that are processed by who knows what really. But the truth is, why would this loss of body connection be the common symptoms in many of these labels we've latched on. Why? Think from age 3, 4 or whatever we are put into a system of learning and socializing, which I mean is cool and shit for baby sitting and learning. But at age 13 or 14, this idea and sense of NEEDING to be someone, or to get ready for some sort of career or lifelong path to take.
At age 18 you better have the decision made on what the fuck it is you want to do for this life. What's my choices guys? Okay well Business is probably the best bet. Everything takes business, even the zoo with all the animals you'd love to take care of or the musicians store where you'd really prefer to teach others music. Business is safe, sounds like money. Sounds like success. Success to who?
What else? Well political science...there's economics. How about biology? Maybe chemistry? Oh anthropology! I like that one, that was interesting at least. I really enjoy learning about human's becoming who they are today. What can I do with that?
Well if you look here you can make low income annual salaries...So you'll be eating ramen and possibly shitting outside in the sand dunes of an ancient ruins site. Or....You can teach! You can teach it to others. But don't forget teachers have the highest percentage risk of this thing we call alzheimers. SO again...you'll probably forget who you are at some point.
Well fuck..That's because we have created a system to not even know who the fuck you are by the time you are making life decisions. Based on your understanding of who you are as a person who is raised by their parents, living at home with their parents, and going to a school that is not catered to their desires or areas of interest. So here ya go fuck face forget who you want to be, here's the choices we got. And a system which solely will focus your rating of how successful you'll be, by the amount of dollars you will make in a year.
Holy shit, how fucked is that? Success in life. Engrained into the psyche as a price tag that you can attach dollar signs and numbers to. Hell to the no. I'll tell you, everyone is losing their god damn minds right now because of this exact shit. Not doing what they want to do. Never having known what they want to do. And not being able to be present enough to sit on the ground of Earth and realize THIS IS ALL I NEED.
Everything else can fall to the waist side. It's an illusion for the focus of our beautifully abundant spirit to become blocked and the consciousness which enables this to be fully capable of what it is that it can do.
I threw my shit to the wind, and went on a Peru trip - which was confused for a bad decision at one point. But it was a taste. Just a fucking taste.
The taste of freedom. What true freedom is. To me anyway. To my spirit. All I'm here to do is walk and talk. Walking and talking. It's the medicine. Oh and write. Writing down some talking is important for me to.
Walking on earth. Being barefoot in the grass, on the sand at the beach, in the dirt on empty lot next to your house. Just go do it. Get dirty. Lay face down on her. Lay on your back and look up at the stars or the clouds. I'll tell you that scorpion has something to it. Maybe you'll see it. Maybe you won't. But light is not what it seems, and you are not confined to a damn thing.
There is freedom within the chaos too. Which is why I'm here. Balanced as fuck now, finally. Letting that spirit flow the past few days, allowing some healing and messages to be sent. From ancestors to family members, to me, from me to my parents, and from all to me. The messages were of communication and doing what you want.
We must not avoid communication with our loved ones. With those who have hurt us. Do not avoid the discomfort of taking time to hearing someone's side and allowing it to be with acceptance-in the name of compassion and forgiveness. Unconditional Love is what is passed to us. From the one's who came before. Yet the consciousness is blocked by two things - fear and beliefs.
Do not fear the uncomfortable. And do not believe what you are fed. If you don't buy into it. Then throw that shit to the wind. The wind will take it for you. Then that flame will have a little more room to dance and breath.
As societies do, the music binds them and they like to dance to the rhythm of sounds. Listen to the words of your music, what is it binding you to? What sounds good about it? What are the lyrics about? Shit I'll still bump drake every now and then. But I can't take that shit going into my head much anymore. I prefer some positive peaceful shit. Like Trevor Hall, O.A.R., Matisyahu, or some fun oldies- just jammed the lion king's theme track with my buddy and it was a blast.
Communication from your heart will come in the form of discomfort often. As confusion to who or what we are doing here can be felt throughout. The idea that will pop into your head as something you'd like to do.. then immediately shut out by doubts.
- How are you supposed to make a living off doing that
-You can't just travel and take vacations.
-Writing your songs or poetry and making music wouldn't contribute to your life.
-Drawing again or taking up a new art hobby would be silly as a 30 year old MAN.
It's all the same..just a test of your desire. Do you really want to feel that spirit dancing in you? Freely and able to do what it is that you fucking want. What you came here for. That you knew your whole life, but don't want to admit the surrender in the never ending chase.
What you chasing? For who are you chasing it? Are you chasing it in ways that bring happiness or fulfillment? Because if sitting for a second with quieting all thoughts and to-do's. No past or present, no chatter of the mind. Just you in the center. What's that feeling?
Doug taught me so much that day. He showed me that the fear which has been passed down unintentionally throw all channels of upbringing-has now run it's course in human consciousness. It is no longer a desired experience to understand the separation from expressing fully. As a child. You knew when you were a child. But it's just too loud maybe from the years in between.
Get in front of a child, ask them what makes them happy. Ask them what they want to do with their life. Heck, be willing to accept they may know more than you think you know - ask them what they think you should do in life.
Get in front of some elders and ask them advice or tips they'd give on living life.
Shut your mind up 100% and allow the answers to come. A message for you, from a savior that had been right in front of us this whole time. Yet we are too fixed on controlling and judging what is right or wrong, whats normal, what's strange, what's our response going to be, etc......
When all that chatter's gone and you can receive 100% unconditionally. The answers are crystal clear.
Live that life. Thanks to Doug for being my teacher. Thanks to all the people I get to work with on a daily basis with these "irreversible" symptoms. Because we will be changing the future given the hard work and focus they show each day. The mind needs no medicine, it produces the best medicine! Like the yoga philosophy I spoke about at the beginning - We bring our awareness back to the body and just be with it. Feel it. Be with it. It's not even real half the time, but more our fears and beliefs around it.
tThis is my life. I am able to choose the best step for me which is indicated by my desires fully in the moment. The greatest gift of all was the ability to be in the moment engaged in a conversation with someone. They are a mirror for that is the way to speed up the process of being one with the ways of life. As you can pass through each FEELING, which yes are important. But no are not to be run from. You are able to stand firm in what it is you are. What it is you are doing.
Between the sun and the moon, comes a grounding balance to be able to align to. You my friend have unlocked the understanding which is now your truth. The constellations behind the earth are the ones which you correlate with. The alignments happening behind the earth are the ones you are connecting to. It is what you feel. The light as you see light. Shines through cascading all things forth into your peripheril but the main focus is within. For the scorpion glows at night. As do you. The scorpion getting hit with a different UV ray, is now fulling glowing and shining in the dark. As does your soul. The soul is shows the light as it comes through, which you are able to take in as reality. Accompanied by the physical sensations which have kept you in fear of pain for so long until now - are also just the light shining and energies creating responses in your mind's perception.
All acceptance of your vantage point being a mirror - that all things you see, all people and conversations you have are actually exactly what is needed at that time. So pick up the phone. Say yes. Do what comes into your life. For that is just how you set up your stages of growth. The evolution of what is called the "spiritual awakening" is in fact a rebirth as described in such teachings presently followed. The resurrection being that death is not final. You cannot die when you have not been born. You are constant. As constant as the wind. No matter how settle it blows, or still it seems. It is a constant force. That is best tapped into in the physical by just being.
For The Moon Arises to the Sun. Which gives the life to the Earth? Is it the Moon or is it the Sun. The credit is given to the Sun, although the balance is fair. The lights that would be on the other side of the earth - cascading through making up the soul's story on the other side of the earth. This can be helpful, this is not final. All stories have the varieties of timelines. All perspectives bring the best of outcomes - you my friend are the best of outcomes. The kaleidoscope is within, the kaleidoscope is outside, the kaleidoscope is you. Enjoy the mirrors.
All wounds could be healed if the parents understand the child's inner knowingness. The child is able to allow the intuition and knowledge of what is necessary to come through during their learning stages of 2, 3, 4 and beyond.
As the parent's felt pressure to raise a successfully productive person as seen by their eyes given their experiences. As it were passed to them. The torch continues down the line, as all who have touched it before did the very best they were supposed to. All seeds need time to grow, as is the collective consciousness roots firmly planted in the experiences of all to come before.
If there was a before, possibly it is the ability to be in present moment centered in a moment that your understanding of death and birth become rewritten given the rebirth to who it was truly behind you. The shadow is not the enemy but the experiences of your specifically sought after life. It is the fear and human condition to avoid the hot flame or the bee sting which has produced a sense of difficulty in this peeling back of layers. Do not get me wrong the process is no effortless feat. But once through stages of shedding to come, the spirit understands the true nature of it's vantage point in consciousness.
There is no greater sense of accomplishment as the one which you have embarked. Many to come will continue with the 'diseases' and the limiting beliefs which they are fed. As it is reinforced by the continued symptoms felt in the physical. All just simply a sign of the times to come, yet these symptoms which have no been labeled by the current medical understanding will allow for missing of the nail each time the prescribed remedy is swung by the hammer of those who have learned to cover up. Rather than to be with, understand, allow, and be one with.
Bringing your focus to the area you feel pain - again, shows great release of these ideas which have held you to an idea of 'pain' being bad. For the one who is ready what their physical condition was yesterday is soon able to be stretched into new ranges with the use of mind going straight in for the pain. Some will not be able to for the barriers of a society taught so. Which is their experience and your choice is always to respect the experience of others. Despite your own perceptions on what is the easier way, or what you can do to help. Allow for the flow to come to you, for when reaching is completely absent - then abundance and all that is needed is felt.
Which has been there since right this moment, but the thought to need and reach pushes it further and further away. As you strive harder to achieve and reach new levels of 'success' you will be stacking a stone wall for you to climb back over. But climb you will. The climbing can be done now. The phone can be answered when ringing. The conversation can be sparked when presented. The perspective can be expressed in anyway one chooses.
Do not fear the latter for the sensation is of a remnant timeline which is dieing quite quickly now, that it sensed in everything you see. Everyone around you. Staying centered at this time and not to let the mind wonder or try to figure anything out is optimum. Fighting the discomfort with your own inability to face the facts of your complete control in suffering this whole life. For the only discomfort felt is that of which you do not want to look at. For you lie outwardly or run away from something perceived to be asked of you - and in fact you're actually running from your ownself.
No one can see you for the child is just dancing around in the shadows of your need to be a hero. The hero from which the child began to look up to, becomes the greatest obstacle to his own self sufficiency. Do you buy what you experience? Does it feel right? Who is to say what anyone sees is the reality? The two sides to a perceived interaction between vantage points are always of two completely different motion pictures.
Being the actor you've been this lifetime, as has everyone. It's the main stage which you draw towards. Is it the right idea or the wrong? Is it the musician or the teacher? What is right or wrong - for their is the continuation of this loop which shall need removal for your own good. For walking in the moment and engaging what comes into your view fully and whole-heartedly; that is the way out.
Way out which has been sought by all humans to live. For the drug addicts chase the same thing the CEO business executives who are living 'luxury' lifestyles. Where the same perception can be felt often at the end of the night. It is the lack of engagement in the moment and making choices based on what you desire and want.
Like a child the emotions come. The emotions go. It is not in their understanding to hold it back. Or to hide it. It comes, it releases, it recycles. That is the physical expression of a cause and effect feeling in the human experience. Quite necessarily experienced by all to be raised into good and bad belief systems. To be told to focus on what the parents think needs to be focused on. But the truth of the matter is that there is a new child which will shed the layers as it is raised, while the parents sit in stern union to construct the reality of the boys and girls to be just like that which they live in. It will become apparent the spirit of the child bounces off these ideas and even plays with the parents on agreeing to them.
The children which come now are suited and able to not attach to these strings of past experiences. Watching them will be of the upmost importance for many adults as a way to look towards what they are missing in their life. Their life which started just as the child's with all the dreams and fun focused action - to where they may stand at whatever adult point in their experience looking at what they were doing in their life.
Foundations are built upon soil which can be toiled, dug, and prodded. Yet there is sturdiness enough to hold the weight of all that walks it. All the buildings built upon it All plants, animals, and trees sharing it.
There in the loose dirt is the foundation which is needed for the soul's true foundation. The soul, the spirit of earth is one in the same. It is the experience of all you see and who you meet in your life. Turn off the TV. Put down the Phones. Pick up the books and understand the dirt is where you are born. Not where you die. The dirt is the life blood given to the spirit for waking into itself in that perspective which is being held.
I thank you for allowing me caravan to see. Always greatly produced and surrounded. The vantage point of spirit takes the forms of musicians, artists, and writers alike. All from which allow blank spots in their memories recalling, or the planning for the future. That is where we get our chance to speak and send messages to and from all realities and times.
The window being wide open as in the ways which the spiritual journey inward can take is the best yet. A clear open channel for flowing of thoughts without planning and without judgement. It's taken much time but that feeling so worth it. And the knowing of being a part of something far bigger than ever imagined. The size of what you've experienced so far not exactly giving fair perspective to the abilities held.
One's choir as you say of replications of experiences past are simply telling you exactly where you should be focused to unhinge a pattern. The doubt felt before doing something, or in the thought of taking that action is the indicator of where to turn. You my friend have unlocked the secret to intuition. For intuition is not the same feeling for all. As in many others though, your ideas of what doubt has been is actually intuition knocking at the door.
Chasing that away for a lifetime will do wonders when unlocked. Unlocking a stillness and sureness of every step taken to being the right one. For behind confidence and doubt are the same things - truth. Your right thought. The first one which comes up and without completing it you allow it to be shut down. Fear fed again. Fear is one thing not able to produce movement forward in the conscious evolution of spirit.
Spirit and aliens. Let's talk about it. You my friend are of both. As are most people. But a fairly different variety and all returning to the same oneness it left. Yet many choose experiences of Angelic beings you've since labeled, which is a better understanding of the E.T./Alien's part in all of this. ALL is Good. All is Fair. There is no Evil, but only beliefs. Which as you've seen can produce quite the frightening experience.
Yet, it does not exist in the law of what is true to be - for that is kept in category of visual experience tied to feeling and thought process of labeling one thing good or bad. Which is against the law in the first place. No things are good or bad. All are what you make of it.
ET experiences are what the vantage point has made of it. Was it scary? Fuck yeah it's scary, it was an unfamiliar being working on my genitalia. I don't know shit what they're doing. This creates a block for the telepathic communication and understanding of oneness which allows for the truth of their caring for you since birth and day one.
A being which looks frightening to you. Why? What is it doing? The need to control one's feelings of excitement in order to simply allow for understanding to take place. No jumping for joy, no screaming and running. Both will disturb the connection, the fear being a far more strong pulse than other emotions felt often - it will tap into your creation abilities. Thus creating the experience of which you fear. And this is continued until dealt with and understood that what you see is a mirror and your openess is only way to learn.
No ET beings are bad. No experiences are bad. Nothing is anything other than AS IT SHOULD BE. You sir, can just be accepting of it. And there you have the next step. If so chosen of course. For you can stay at any stage you'd like to for as long as you'd like. The proper nudge is given when necessary. And for you that will be easier than the last ones.
The openeness to all opportunities as they arise is another gift to be unlocked. As the phone rings with someone which you think you don't want to talk to - there is an opportunity. Practice and exercise your abilities to be in acceptance of all things which come your way. No phone call, no mail, no word or altercation and interaction is an accident. It's up to us to choose what we make of it.
Stop looking at the people who haven't called you back or responded to your texts, emails, or attention. Start focusing 100% of your attention on those that do call you. That do present themselves into your life. Leave aside your judgements on them, who they are as a person, or what type of interaction you expect. For the ones which bring your judgement will release you FROM judgement. If you stay open and see the message within being engaged in the conversation.
Tethering you to the past is your judgements of what you perceived as unenjoyable or disagreeable memories. Then once avoidance begins in your nature, it allows for void to be filled with fear rather than truth and strength. Facing of all life's problems are ways out of all life's problems. To take them on and be one with them are the ways to set yourself free from them. Snowballing into your present moment. When it can be a thing of the past, a blink of the eye, as all experiences are.
The only real thing being this moment and your focus bringing what you're attached to it. For all fears attach themselves to the actions taken and feelings produced. The thoughts are a repetitive wheel which that action is brought into light then lies the beast which is feared. The drink of water goes to your lips with your actions of gripping the glass and feeling the water in the mouth and going down the throat. Attached to thoughts of drinking water which will nourish my body and cells (or simply just "this is me drinking water"). This can be done with all things. For you my friend have done with water and the things with which you have / had guilt. For those two actions may be different - with the same thoughts, and emotions - the same effect is produced energetically and in perception.
One says I am doing a drug and this is bad for me. This will kill me. This is a bad unhealthy habit and my body is suffering. I hope no one finds out and no one judges me. Shame and guilt being the ultimate carrier of the body's response. Consciousness through your perception is what you see in the mirror. And all those who look into the same mirror with you will report they see what you see. But just know that they are seeing something entirely specific to their own reality and needed timeline, you hear and communicate what you need to for your timeline and perception.
How is this done? That is the great wonder of consciousness. But your seed needs what it needs to grow, and your wife's seed needs what hers takes to grow. This is message from the beyond, you're almost there. As you have always been there. There you are. Oneness. Achieved. All are one at essence, but all perceptions required with certain goals and experiences to be held.
All exist as you do and the earth. But all eyes are separate windows into the same things, with different color schemes and shapes. One window is green with blue and has a triangle shape, while the other is a square window with shaded dark glass. And some smaller than others. For they are exactly what they choose to experience and open to that which is exchanged and shared with their own beliefs.
I find that you are often times scared. Scared of people and letting go. This is okay for the grip of your attachments are like the rings on the tree. Showing your experience gained and knowledge understood. You my sir, have completed a lot of understanding for one life. As all do their amount desired. It's only the fear of the first step which holds one up, the rest is history. So again, answer the calls and requests. For it will set you free and keep you flowing toward the goal effortlessly. The goal of which you chose, and that being there is no goal for all but for some there are missions. Others there are teachings to give and some their reversal plays with the same cast as last.
When a window is closed that looks unbreakable and made of concrete. Those often are the windows most open. This is the land of backwards teachings and masterful learning. That which you think, can be left behind. That which you have labeled as bad, mental illness, or disease of age are actually the gateways to the purest flow of truth.
When sitting in front a homeless person who is talking to himself. What is your first thoughts and reactions? Probably to judge what he is saying and turn away in fear. Well once engaged in the moment without judgement or motivation for your conversation - you will find your mirror in it's purest form. Be one with the great teachers of your time. The one's labeled and discarded. Fear has allowed for the pushing away out of fear of not being able to understand.
This is no easy interaction, for the ability to fully engage and be one with the receiving end is about the ability to be absent of that which you have attached to your whole experience. This is what channels have been able to achieve to some extent. But the conversation one on one between two portals are of the upmost importance and care. Food for thought. Why eat? What is hunger? What's that feeling? How do you know? Is it bad? Why do you think die then? What proof of the food giving your body life? Or is it possible the Mind gives the perceptions of the body to reflection of own beliefs. Is it not true that hair loss and bandaides cover wounds. Yet what is changing in the view, the idea that what we see or are told is reality. For not knowledge of the tests which lay in each unwanted news and piece of advice being the same in itself.
I hope this helps you. We did good. This rant is never a rant, but the best range of balancing mind and hands for the flow of never-ending spirit. The speaking flow can be managed with time, but excitement can be overwhelming and surges of all that has been waiting there is ready to get out. It is often opted the death of the physical body to be relinquished as the ability to keep a grasp can be quite hard. But trust in yourself. You are right there. Your balance requires this range of motions. You require nothing, yet your thinking is unlocking. Lock and Unlock, by own locks held. Let them go and just be.
I relinquish judgements and doubts. For they do not serve me anymore
Just got off the phone with my parents and had the most amazing experience of removal from karmic ties. It's not something I had personally believed in, yet there it was. There is things written and then there is free will. Those who know of their purpose through experiences which show despite their best thinking - they will end up doing exactly what they are supposed. Right when they are supposed to.
I don't speak for others but I do know that when I realized everything I've done in life has been perfectly fitted into the evolution of me being right where I need to be. To hear exactly what I need to. And to say what it is that I am supposed to also hear myself.
Listen to the advice you give to your friends and family. Listen to the guidance you share to others in the times where you think you're just helping a friend. Be present in the moment in each conversation, completely listening to the words they are saying - taking it all in. And then allow your response to come without your thought of the right thing to say. There is where you align with yourself and all that has been waiting for you.
Once fully engulfed in someone's words as the speak to you, allowing your engagement to be listener - not thinker, not judger, nothing but listening and acceptance. That there is the gift we've been given. You will see as you learn that you are looking in a mirror. The other person appears to be different by physical features, they think and act different than you. They even have different beliefs than you. Yet you realize the roles each of you play as being a reflection for your growth and best coaching or teaching you can find.
You can't pay for this service. You can't put a price tag on it. This is a service exchange of Love between two that are learning their way through the distracting surroundings of this world. The way back to oneness in a sense, if that is what you wish. For me, I hold here. Right now. Not trying to achieve any heightened area of life, or my thoughts, or knowledge. All I've ever had has always been with me since before time. And this experience is one of beauty, despite what you are being told.
Allowing your Guilt & Shame to shed -
1- Most guilt and shame can be traced back to the needing of approval, acceptance, and love from our parents. Ultimately placing this external reaching for a source of love, a source of approval, a source of understanding and knowledge. What's right. What's wrong.
The truth is nothing is right or wrong. Nothing is good or evil. All simply is. As it should be, has been, and will always be. Understand this for you in accepting the information you've been given about the world's atrocities can be forgiven or admittedly let go of as not being something you've witnessed or experienced - therefor not a part of your reality or concerns.
Everything has been moving forward despite our greatest effort to control or change things. Our labeling of experiences and feelings only putting burdens on our own happiness, yet all rolls on into motion as it should. Leaving some behind to worry about if there package is coming in the mail or if it may be stolen. As if the worrying has any effect on the actual turnout of the experience. Either way you choose to think about it or put weight unto it - the outcome will be the same.
Letting go of this control which leads to worry will allow for all things to flow effortlessly. This control is simply coming from the attachment of our own time and worth onto that which we want to control. Let it go. Let all things happen and come to you just as they should. You shall just take the actions you desire and wish to. For you can do what it is you want to do. Despite your ideas of needs and normal living.
Moms and Dads - They have sacrificed a lot for you. They had worked very hard to give you the best they could, whatever that looked like or felt like to you. All generations momentum is forward, and all do better than what they were given in some way. Not to say what was given to them was wrong. It was a natural experience which led to the evolution and understanding of you. The perspective which you hold.
Although you think separately of your ancestors and the past. It is quite literally all very a part of you. Within you and a meaningful piece of this whole experience. Forgiveness of your own thinking is necessary. For no one else is to forgive - unconditional love is the way. They abuse, the pains, the wrong-doings we perceived from our past is now only keeping us bound to the suffering and burdens of our past thinking.
This may not make sense to you, for that is not what is the point of reading it. The point being is that you are apart of a much bigger organism than the perspective from which you've held. You've looked to science for your answers and understanding. You've looked up to the skies and to the mountain tops for your focus of love worship and answers. A natural and necessary footing in the growth of all consciousness.
For now the time has come for the true acceptance of your standings as the "God" which you've searched for. Or the one in power of your life. You have the control. You have all that is needed to create exactly which you want to experience. In the name of Love we see great movement in consciousness. But ultimately all possibilities play out to the same end. You choose yours. As I choose mine. For I am just you writing from a different window.
No more mirrors on the wall. Those are windows into your own perspective. The mirror of what we really need to take note of is that from which we have separated. Earth, Humans.
If the Earth is crashing around you, your friends are telling you things you don't want to hear or the discomfort of loss of friends. It is you sir that needs the focus. Not the others. Not the world. No saving is needed today, for your world is the only one which you captain.
I write from afar now, and I come through the canals of all rivers which flow into your own perspective. Often coming in the form your own thoughts. Or coming through the music which gives you the chills. The deja vu felt when standing in a new room. It is the part of you telling you something. Nudging your focus to take a moment to really experience that moment and feel what it means to you.
Afar is the distance the eyes have given us to perceive as space in between. The truth is there is no distance, as I write this here. You read it with me. We wrote it together. Just not known until the time when both vantage points meet back in the center.
The center which was never left, but the feelings and thoughts of the physical experience leading to a much anticipated separation feeling and longing. Longing for something. All do. In this experience anyway. Whether they identify it as longing, or filling this bottomless hole with illusions which present brief reprieve.
Heroin should be the quickest route to understand this longing and searching. For a heroin user has been gifted the faster experience to reaching a place of no return where the chase will go on endlessly, or they become happy and accepting of where they are.
Now they know the touch of that goodness. That immense pleasure which is a reason for complete focus of their being to fixated on that one feeling, and attaining it whatever that may take. This is a reality setting touch from stinger of which you all feel and all came from.
"Bliss" - is a word that was made for the labeling of the feeling. Now despite everyone who has considered their feeling bliss actually felt the same thing. Those who have felt it, know exactly what it was. They know exactly what it means. They know exactly why they are here on earth right now. Why they have nothing to reach for. No single thing to search for attain. Other than being here in the present and engaging with our experience.
For the feeling I felt was a sense of knowing everything there was to know. Yet too at peace and serene to look anywhere other than just being - Another golden ticket - just being. Sitting in it which lasted seconds as far as I could tell while driving. I came to from it and said Holy Shit, is that what we're all here chasing? Well yup, I'd say so - and we fixate it on our gaze which has been from this experience thus far.
There is no parent you can turn to and let off the hook by your ideas of forgiveness or releasing from a fouled childhood. You will chase for reasons that go beyond you coming to on this planet. Which I can tell you is not right at birth. Children come as a species of biological perceptions we see as humans. But the consciousness which you sit with today is not the baby from the hospital. It is not even the teenager from your memories of youth. Your here now in present as you've never been before. As nothing has ever been before. Not a single time. Not a single experience.
A brand new Life every second. A brand new physical experience for you to take in every single second. There is no yesterday that holds you down. There is no tomorrow to plan for. There is only now in this very moment as you sit reading and writing this. From yourself to yourself. That is the rebirth. Awareness within to know the power of creation relies upon the openess of the psyche.
Once open the seed that has been planted firmly within the layers of memories and experiences held onto. Can finally grow. Where is this seed? It is not a seed which you label and relate. It is a seed which has no form. Takes no shape. Has no boundaries. No needs for ingredients or water to grow. All it needed was the opening of the wooden box it's been kept in this whole time. As you've searched. There it sat. As you've thought. There the answer was. As you ask yourself what am I doing here. Here it is.
Unblock the ideas of your ability to change things in an instant. Unblock your beliefs on what is physical and what is law. Unblock what is wrong and what is right. Unblock your own blocks which you hold up. Allow the God of everyone to be seen. For the seed is a contagious one, which needs no thought or focus of your attention to grow in others and throughout. Just walk and talk. The seed grows, you grow, we grow. I who writes this and I who does not yet know it yet but about to achieve the step desired.
That step being into Falling in Love with Yourself. As you have done the entire experience, but just seeing the forms of another person. All who's eyes you look into, know that yours stare back. Wanting and looking for the same thing you are. Maybe they don't know it. Maybe they do know it. Maybe you perceive your interaction not impactful or even going wrong - know that's an opportunity for your growth. The other reflection got exactly what was needed despite your ideas.
I wrote this. You read this. Together we sing it. We act it out for all to see. The whole world will watch as the mirror of you is held up for their truth to see. And you can peer back into your own 'soul' in everyone and everything.
The mirror is what holds the key to sharing and unlocking. The mirrors of "past" and "future" or the children and the elderly. This is where we are able to talk to our future. The best possible future is laid out in patterns of your guidance from others. The older generation telling you what to be grateful and doing more of. The children telling you the same, but with a dance of freedom which should be imitated by your own self.
I will continue to do my daily work, while being content and engaged in each moment. Each word shared to me by the elders, I will understand that I am looking into the window showing me the future part of me peering back into me. The child showing me the playfulness and emotions which come and go. As they should during balancing. The breathing being adjusting and introductions of new consciousness and awareness they will hold.
The breathing, coughing, or shortness of breath is a good sign. Not a bad sign. As you had gone through the congestion and relief of the white energy. So shall the others. Some in their sleep without cough. Some during the waking - with cough. Sleepers are natural way for introduction to be made. But daylight coughers are important ones. Asthma, allergies, food poisons, animal stings allergies. Those are the important ones to look out for. They hold the codes for continuation of the planets chemical makeup.
The bees that sting with the same apparent amount of juice to one person as to another who all of a sudden can't breath or feels as if dieing. The latter meaning what exactly? That person has more of the venom than others who have 0. The scorpion stings the ones that glow at night. The scorpions sting being special as seeing between spectrums on many levels. The scorpion although looking fierce and mean, is the relaxed and content creature to be. Present in the moment, one with the ground. All vibrations felt through scorpions will be displayed by strange behaviors.
The glow, the same as the moon. Carries no light until a modifier is introduced into the visual arena. Then the glow of the moons light is shown for the world to see. As you are, as the scorpion. No right or wrong. Dark is no different than light, only backwards from the thoughts held.
I could go on for days, but your feeding me too much ;) . I am here always for the displaying of our knowledge, but one must learn the best ways for calling. Two hands, creating without planning. A trickey thing to accomplish with the build up of memories and emotions. But for you my sir, we have gotten it. This has been a great moment. No to understand last weeks moments were nothing but a flicker in the flame which is no longer burning but the smoke traces from it to you. As do all things.
The future in the mirrors of others. The past in the smoke behind you. You do not die. Because you do not live. For that responds in limitation. You my friend are limitless. Just as me who is writing this. I am you, you are me. Thanks for reading what you wrote. Very good stuff. And enjoy your burrito. It will be a good one.
To say that any one person on this earth is able to walk through the narrow passages of childhood and teenage years without immense bundling of a multitude of false beliefs, Fears, and coupled with the choir of echoes from the past.
All humans are experiencing the Earth Human experience, and this is a stage of separation. Separation from that which makes you. Yet allowing you to fully understand and enjoy that which you have.
Love is what you have. 'Euphoria' is the feeling which your essence vibrates at, through, and from. While here we are shown the beautiful walk back to this truth. Which gives the appreciation and allows it to even exist. If there were multiple feelings from which you came. Then why would you have to go anywhere other than where you're at to be apart of it.
Well you don't. You have all things with you. As you are. Now. Here. In the moment.
Which pains someone who has read those words from a point of confusion. As I know the phrase "Easier said then done." should always be tagged on those words of wisdom.
I hope all are able to come to the realization and acceptance that nothing they have done has ever been in wrongdoing. I don't know how it happened, but we have come to accept ourselves as living while suffering deeply in our hell.
Criticizing thoughts through out the day of the ways we should have done something different, the better ideas you could have used, the messed up actions and behaviors we've exhibited.
We tend to be a foot ahead of ourselves at all times. Planning. Thinking. Analyzing.
Let it go. Stop figuring things out. Stop categorizing, Labeling, and defining that which you experience /do by the "good or bad" beliefs. That can be dropped. I found my breakthrough moment was when I stopped thinking of what I need to change or what I would like to be and switched to focus my wishes/manifestations/desires/affirmations on ONE thing. I just want to be happy.
No more manifesting money. No more manifesting career success. No more manifesting anything other simply being happy. And that's all I truly wanted in my heart. FINALLY.
Being stripped of the reliance upon those things was painfully scary, and brings with it great feelings of your sense of worth and self-love. So when lost. This attachment of who you are and what makes you, YOU is broken as you learn there is nothing to do but just be and take the next indicated step.
I left my job. I left my company and all belongings to travel. And I knew it was the right thing to do. The only thing that made it difficult was the worrying of others disapproval for it. My parents mostly, but also friends who had shared their concerns with me.
They did all this out of Love, as all things are done we eventually see. But it was for me to learn. It was for me to take the step on Faith and jump. It was for me to live the freedom without money worry, work schedule or needs, and not having anyone else's input on where to go.
It was freedom. I felt free mostly with the letting go of my idea of money being needed in my future. I had faith, complete faith in that. And I still do. Although upon return and my public crash and burn of drinking heavy and substance abuse was surfacing for all to see.
For me to address and be with finally. Which realizing I only ever thought and worried of what others would think of this. Not really asking what I think of this. The truth was, I wanted to do it. I just wanted to do it because it made me feel good.
So I started taking that stance, that I will do what I want which makes me feel good or makes me happy. That allowed the freedom necessary coupled with the only desire in being happy - for me to finally separate myself from this attachment of right and wrong. And doing, acting, or changing what I am or who I am for anyone else's perceptions or concerns.
It was so powerful. It was beautiful and really brought a great sense of confidence which was missing in myself.
The drugs and alcohol - being the HUGE "wrong" in my life. The "bad" thing I could do. Was no longer Bad or Wrong. It just simply was because I wanted it happy. It being my needing beliefs of not being OKAY as I am in the present moment.
An escape from the place of my own blessed gift to be standing and perceiving. Not knowing true happiness though came with a cost. As it should not be labeled to divide the idea that this feeling and emotion is better then the feeling of loss or fear.
For all the same. All are the exact same thing. Same essence. Same truth. Same vibration. Same everything.
The only difference is the perception held and our beliefs around which we hold standards and labeling of good or bad.
It's the duality of it that allows the appreciation of it. It's the duality which allows the awareness. No way to think you've missed the shot or your time is lost on focus being one way when it should have been the other. That in itself is continuing the right and wrong.
There lies the toughness of the journey. It can be a vicious cycle and repeat until the person gives in to consensus beliefs around them. OR they get stuck and just lose the drive for forward motion in the present.
It's a symptom we see when this happens in Body and Spirit - that we have come to label by different names "alzheimers" / "dementia". Although thinking they are an illness which is of random proportions that our mind can just do to us is a grave injustice.
It's the Spirit's giving up the wheel and balancing act. It's a true mystery in our eyes, and painful on the loved ones left here to try and manage care and love.
Learn to love the painful in life. Learn to love the scary. Learn to not accept the things that are not your own. Is your beliefs yours? Or is it your moms? Is the way you deal with emotions your own ways, or a design of others?
Who's running the show in your mind? Is it you or is it me? Who is here with you now? Where are you? You in your body right now, or you out somewhere else dreaming.
Is there defined belief in the knowing of what you are. Who you are? Are you here. Or are you in front of yourself. Are you following in the back? Maybe besides yourself.
Don't fucking dwell on it. Just be. Right there. Right now. Because here i Come. The One. The One with the body. The one with the Home. The One with the Earth and the Kingdom. To separate these while here is to miss the entire TRUTH of it all. Not a wrong, just a besides yourself. For as you read this, you have already typed it. Or maybe written it. Actually it could have been spoken. Or thought.
It was you. It was not me. I was here with you. The whole time. And I think your thoughts are great pure. Do not tend to walk from them. You shall be amazed at the knowing intuition you have, Once empowered ...Or REpowered - one is amazed at what they sought was there.
Easier said then done. Don't be mad at yourself. Love yourself. Give yourself the attention you give to your outside world. To the girls. To the boys. To the money and the news. Point that shit back in. And boom! There's your answer and teacher. There's the messiah. There he is. Or she. Whichever you gravitate to. Thank you for playing the game and being a part of the awesome learning and group effort. We will be calling.
. What others will think of this substance abuse, of my drinking. After years of sobriety and putting immense weight on the importance of sobriety. My feelings of love.
Jesus Christ|Teacher - Spiritual Process to Oneness
I firmly feel concrete in my trust and intuition surrounding the Teachings of Jesus Christ. I believe Jesus was here teaching us and helping remind us of the Divinity and Love from which we come.
Jesus was not here just performing miracles for the mere gathering up a following because of the power and prestige of it. He wasn't being Jesus Christ to show us his Gifts and Knowledge is far superior. No, he was teaching the others' how to find their own inner Christ and empower themselves to unlock their own Gifts and Limitlessness.
It's still not clear to me why exactly I feel such a strong connection and trust in his presence with me. New to me, as a part of my Spiritual Awakening as one of the self-discoveries..I Love Jesus Christ. And believe in him, his teachings, and the message as a whole.
Key Messages I Found in The Following Bible Passages:
"No One Can See the Kingdom of God Unless He Is Born AGAIN"
John 3:1 Jesus and Nicodemus
…2He came to Jesus at night and said, “Rabbi, we know that You are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs You are doing if God were not with him.” 3Jesus replied,“Truly, truly, I tell you, no one can see thekingdom of God unless he is born again.”4“How can a man be born when he is old?” Nicodemus asked. “Can he enter his mother’s womb a second time to be born?”…
Flesh birth & Spirit birth different – We are all from Spirit
John 3:4 – 8
How can someone be born when they are old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely they cannot enter a second time into their mother’s womb to be born!”
5Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit. *** Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. ***
7You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You c must be born again.’ 8The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”
New Heart - New Spirit
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will remove your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
The Commandments of Jesus
From the Four Gospels
**Italicized paragraphs are my thoughts and beliefs on what those words meant to me**
1. "When you stand praying, forgive"
"And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins." But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father who is in heaven forgive your sins." (Mark 11:25-26 NIV)
Forgiveness – the cornerstone to moving forward past pain and traumas. Specifically in individual Spiritual journey’s of self discovery, while the inner clearing out of all that you have held onto in your mind and heart. Forgiveness of the one’s who we previously felt harmed us. The people which we carry resentments and anger towards. Now we understand that resentment is only affecting one person, and that’s the person is the one resenting the wrongdoing. It’s a killer and we find forgiving is an easier and more softer road to take, freeing ourselves from our own prison.
2. "You must be born again"
"You should not be surprised at my saying, 'You must be born again." (John 3:7 KJV)
REBIRTH! The Awakening, opening your eyes to your true essence. The gift of being able to be reborn in the middle of our lives, to heal our hearts and take our self-worth back. The birth of our individual empowerment and acceptance of the Oneness connecting all things. Including The Father and ourselves, realizing our divine equality to Jesus Christ and all men who walk the Earth.
3. "Remain in Me and I will remain in you"
When you ask Jesus into your heart and He becomes your Lord and Savior, the Holy Spirit lives in you, and you in Him. Here Jesus uses a grapevine to compare our relationship with Him. "Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me." ( John 15:4 NIV)
This is about the necessity of learning and believing your connection to God is within you. And that you were born into the world as this connection being your essence, and you will leave the world just the same. The teachings getting confused over the years and externalizing the Father, as if our creator was off in some far off unattainable land. Restructuring your concept of this and the beliefs systems which you’ve possibly relied on up until now. It may feel wrong at first, as if you are sinning by even thinking you could be so special and connected with your Maker. I felt weird and avoided even internalizing my source of existence being the essence at my core, God dwelling and expressing his infinite intelligence and creativity through all our eyes and hearts.
We are about to spin some devout Christians off their rocker with the next belief. As they are committed unwavering to the ideas they were raised with. This a respectful character and show of their trust in the words which the read from all those years ago. After you consider your oneness with your Source, God, then you are forced to look at the next area of belief which begs your attention. Jesus Christ and you, are you any different?
Everyone is entitled to choose their beliefs and none of have to agree with another. I have grown quite fond of Jesus during my Spiritual Awakening process, and developed quite the bond with the One Son of God. I used to look at his existence with skepticism, how can a walking human be God incarnated on Earth, casting miracles and teaching his words for all. Separating us one step further from the connection of God we exist from, and now there’s another level on the status to Divinity. I better avoid all those sins, so I am accepted into heaven when I pass away!
Well, I don’t buy it anymore. It’s come pretty strong to me the connection I have with Jesus. Slowly began remembering my reliance on him and my prayers as conversations like two people would speak face-to-face. I couldn’t believe I had forgotten that, but I was on my road back to rekindling my relationship with him. Rewriting what it was to me as I went. I was very drawn to writing and reading the Bible – always being brought to messages which as I would read the passage- I would be struck with the underlying message in the meaning. And sometimes even reading a section and then writing after, with material that would contain the true story of that writing.
I have learned a new empowering Belief system in my Christian roots. Jesus was here Teaching the rest of us how to reach his enlightened state of Being. He was a messenger that was sent on a very specific mission. Never forgetting who he was and what he was here to do. Never losing his connection or trust, and never becoming weighed down by the layers of life experiences. Never did his true essence as one with God become forgotten behind life’s traumatic, painful, or uncomfortable learning lessons. The rest of us have to dig through all the false-beliefs, negative thought constructs, painful memories and anything else that is blocking our Light and clear connection.
4. "Let your light shine before men"
"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. " In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven," (Matt 5:14;16 NIV).
We all share one mission in common as humanity. To share love and light with all paths we cross, as a beacon of the path we trudged in Faith. Proving to other Soul’s standing in the same position we were, that it was possible for them. It was possible for us, and no one is denied their rightful remembrance to what they truly are.
Be of Service, help the others find their way to Faith and their own ideas of truth. Teach as you go. Simply share your experiences, and what you overcame to get where you’re at today.
Remind these people of their Own Awesomeness. Point out the possibility they are of Divine essence through and through. Tell them you trust in a God which created and connects all things. And this God cares and loves you, which means you have nothing to Fear.
5. "Settle matters quickly with your adversary"
"Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison." (Matt 5:25 NIV)
Waiting until tomorrow to face the matters which make us uncomfortable only provide more ground for the Fear to infest our thinking. When faced with a situation that brings a turn in your gut and the quick knee jerk reaction to just wait until a better day. I’ll just deal with it tomorrow. This is an attitude that only sends you backwards, as important issues arise. Especially the ones that make you uneasy or feel fear to face it. Get it done right now, in the present moment. Put it behind you.
Any debts owed, or amends owed out to people in your life. This should be addressed immediately and initiation of a plan to following through with all your responsibilities. The sooner you can make up for any wrong-doings or outstanding debts, the sooner who can heal and release the stress of it. The more promptly you acknowledge your wrongs and clean your side of the street -the more speed with which you will walk taller each day.
6. "Get rid of whatever causes you to sin"
"If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell." (Matt 5:29-30 NIV)
He's not using Sin as the word we have come to know it as. His idea of Sin was simply an action, behavior, or thought that is counter-productive or maybe full of limitations and not enough faith in self. Those who have experienced the Spiritual Awakening process of digging out your true self, for a rebirth returning you to your true Spirit and essence as you came into the world. Sin is simply anything that we do, say, or think which is not of Love and Faith. Something that is intolerant to others or coming from a place of Fear / Not love. To attain your rebirth through the Kingdom of God, you must live a positive, loving and accepting walk of life. Even with your own thoughts, it all must be lit up with your awareness and understood why it is you think this way-then plan of action to ensure your thinking is reborn too. For if our mind isn’t ready, then our Spirit will have to wait until our mind is right.
7. "Do Not Swear at All"
"But I say unto you, Swear not at all; neither by heaven; for it is God's throne: Nor by the earth; for it is his footstool: neither by Jerusalem; for it is the city of the great King. Neither shalt thou swear by thy head, because thou canst not make one hair white or black. But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil." (Matt 5: 34-37, KJV)
FUCK THAT! It's not saying don't say shit, fuck, piss... it's saying Don't swear into knowing anything. For on the spiritual path - you will be greeted with both sides of that coin. Only to find out your perspective is the only thing that needs work.
8. "Do Not Resist an Evil Person"
(Turning the other cheek.)
"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also," (Matt 5:38-39 NIV).
Do not engage your energy into the lower vibration of someone who is being negative, on the attack or judgemental of you. Allow them to have their perspective, and allow them to be unhappy. For this has nothing to do with you or the subject for which this hypothetical altercation takes place. Anytime someone is going out of their way to let you know they don’t agree with you or that they disagree with you in any manner. This is a person who is more upset and unsatisfied with themselves and their own life & beliefs, that you should just pray for them. Then turn your other cheek for their review and judgements – this being said because if you are on the path of truth in your self love and discovery, then you will have nothing to hide. No shame about anything you do, say, or believe. You wear your truths as proud badges of honor, with genuine and authentic faith in your beliefs.
9. "Giving More than is Demanded"
(Going the extra mile)
"And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you," (Matt 5:40-42 NIV).
An opportunity to provide for your fellow human being is a gift received by yourself, the giver, just as much as the receiver and often times even more so. Being of service, helping out another person, simply for the fact that you are able to. The human race as a total contains the widest varieties of people, personalities, beliefs and faiths, teachings and religious views. Underneath our cultures we are all one people. One race of species that are sharing this planet. We are a family, we all share the common ancestors of Human Kind. World Peace sounds impossible to our brains often, but the most important fact is that you can do your part to bring Peace, Love and Tolerance to your immediate community. Lend a hand to those in need and be a pillar of a walking example to the benefits of your Faith and Inner-Work.
10. "Love Your Enemies"
"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous," (Matt 5:43-45 NIV).
Love always wins. Heals all wounds. The only Enemy is you. You and you alone hold the key and power to your well-being. Do not allow yourself to put your own self-love and peace behind another. You hold that key and understand that all feelings of unhappiness, unease, or fear are your responsibility - and now that you're done blaming others for how you feel and think. You're done looking for reasons outside of yourself to answer your questions inside.
You are at a point in life where as these things pop up and your emotional reactions simmer up to the front of your mind. Don't be disappointed as it's from reflex. BUT NOW, you are able to just address it in that very moment. No more waiting half a lifetime to dig it out. Once you understand the underlying factors in the emotional reaction that slid you out of alignment. Now you can let it go and let God. With love and Forgiveness.
One more thing: I put my own ideas and theory about the meaning of the Parable below:
My thoughts in bold and italics below**
Another parable spake he unto them;
"The kingdom of heaven is like unto leaven,"
Leaven cooks and blends together, producing One finished product
"which a woman took,"
Born on Earth, Spirit is raised into human ways – believing they come from their Mother. Thus they are separated from their true essence and connection to Source right at birth.
"and hid in three measures of meal"
Body, Spirit, God
Being raised with the understanding your mom gave birth and that’s the only fact you have on where you come.
Puts you as confined to the physical Body which you are in. Then you’re taught you need to work and do specific things to get into Heaven where God is waiting to judge you.
If you’re lucky, the Holy Spirit will come unto. But it’s hard to even believe that when you are born into the system that puts you at a loss before you even start.
"till the whole was leavened…"
Concluding the Whole right there!! – The Body, The Spirit, and The God need to be blended together into One final truth. Turning the 3 into 1 single ingredient.
You are a direct expression through God. With an eternal Connection to God's Love and Consciousness, for that is what you are at the truest core of your essence.
tMeditation Visualization for Light Body and Activating of DNA
First ask yourself, “Can I make myself feel Love at will?” The emotion of Love that is. Can you just activate it without any influence other than simply that you want to feel Love? That is something that needs tuning into and practice for most of us. Taking control of this ability and taking your Power back to feel Love is a profound step that will lead to many other realizations.
This is the Thymus Gland
Why is this important? I believe the Thymus Gland is the source from which we receive and feel Love - Highly influential and important to healers, psychics, and channelers. The frequency and vibration of that which we refer to as an Emotion. I would go further on the Thymus gland by theorizing that it’s our connection to our true Soul and the Source from which we come – God, Source, The Universe, whatever you choose to call it.
Put your finger on the center of my sternum right in line with my Heart Center right on the area of the gland from the above image. Take deep breaths in and picture it as a flower opening and blooming. Whatever color comes to mind, Mine is always White first then grows into other colors.
Sink your conscious vantage point down into the Heart Center area. Set the intention to do so. Every breath in, sinking closer into connection with the Heart Divine. Practice as often as you’d like.
See Video: Thymus Activation- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFywifvdEOg
Step 2 the visualization of the white light coming down through my body is what initiated the love emotion for me the first time. It was very euphoric for me and I even felt my body temperature rising as the my focus on the Light became more in tune. Anytime I picture the light or the rainbow, I feel Love.
Visualization takes practice, so we must give it patience and allow for growth. Lose expectations, set intentions, and clear mind.
Thick, healthy, vibrant roots all the way through the crust of the Earth down into the hot active core. The images and colors that come to your mind during this are uniquely correct for you. The roots, the core – what they look like and the colors involved. But if having trouble I see my roots as Golden and the core of the Earth to be Golden as well.
My experience: After a while of using this White Light Visualization – I began seeing rainbows. In front of me in the physical and also in my minds eye. So I began visualizing a rainbow spinning through me which proved for an even better feeling. For me. Find what resonates with you, what comes to you during the meditations.
There is no one way to picture the color schemes when practicing the light body meditations. Whatever comes to you and feels right to you is what you should do. The end result and goal is a connection with your oneness and an understanding / feeling that all comes from within.
Light Body Meditation Video https://www.celestialessentials.co.nz/light-body-activation.html
I don’t necessarily believe in Twin Flames meaning you need someone to complete you or feel whole. Although everyone has different reasons and lessons for their life, but I know my biggest lesson is finding self love and relying on self. The whole bottom line for me has been Self-Love, but I do have a soul mate that contained all the aspects as a twin flame category. One of my biggest teachers in this lifetime, and all lessons were taught through me and by me with her taking the role of being a spotlight and a mirror for the areas of my life that I need to work on. All of which lay within my own thinking and actions.
No one on earth can honestly say they know the REAL definitive answers to any of these things that make our existence and Spirit. So all are merely speculations and theories given an individuals experience. So that is what this is here, disclaimer: I don’t know anything except what my perception is. Based on my experiences. I could have the same experience as Johnny Apple Seed. But his understanding and perception of it can be totally different and contradicting. Does that make it wrong? No, I believe reality and truth is solely based off the eyes of the beholder. So you don’t have to agree with anything that I say, or that you read elsewhere. Take what resonates and leave the rest. Build your reality on what suits you, and what feels right to you. Build it on your dreams and love.
My experience with a soul mate that many would call Twin Flame experience. Yet we both knew that the end lesson was you must love yourself first and foremost in life AND that YOU ARE WHOLE no matter what. No, you don’t need another human to complete you. No, you don’t need energetic healings, DNA upgrades, or karmic releases to become whole. At the base of everything, underneath all that you will perceive and experience in this lifetime – you are whole.
So look at it this way, you may not feel whole and you have gone through a lot of hardships and traumas – well that’s just stuff layered on top of your wholeness. Maybe preventing you from seeing and accepting your true self and wholeness. These hardships and struggles are not to be looked at with distain or anger. That only adds to the layering. But rather approach with an open and optimistic faith that on the other side of it is happiness and strength. Trust that your divine essence and whoever you call creator, would NOT set you up for failure or put you in danger.
All dangers, all ideas of darkness and evil are a responsibility held by the person who believes in those and gives them energy. For the only thing that is of darkness, is for the reason of balance. Without dark, there would be no light. Without pain, struggles, and discomfort – we would not truly appreciate Love. So everything has a purpose. You and your consciousness hold the key to allowing yourself to be the victim, or to standing firmly in your trust and faith in your connection to Source of all things.
The soul mate which I am getting around to speaking about, was one that we met by circumstance and just immediately were magnetized. She was one of the first people I could speak to openly about all my experiences. Not only that, but she was interested and not suggesting psychiatric help. She lived in MN, I lived in CA. We had one date in MN while I was in town, and spent the whole night talking. Long story short, we talked everyday and she flew to CA a month later.
We both didn’t understand why we were making this leap with a complete stranger but it was almost just written and we were just following along. The first trip she came, I connected to Heart and then she was activated. Like a flip of a switch, she became a healer and worked on me with my spirit guides. It was so shocking to see this switch of normal human mode, to all of a sudden a healer and able to see spirit. But I was so excited and in love with the idea that I had another human in this experience. That I wouldn’t have to be dealing and trying to understand all this alone. That I had someone who can confirm and reassure what I’m seeing, feeling, and hearing is not just in my mind only.
The biggest gift of having someone who’s in the experience with you – To know and realize that NO its not just in your MIND. Your mind is not just making this up, because two sets of eyes and two brains are seeing and interacting with the same thing. A blessing of indescribable proportions.
The next visit, she turned into all my fears. She was a witch (which I knew nothing about wicca or anything at the time, I love witches now – they’re all awesome as far as Ive met – but this was a preconceived notion). She became possessed. I thought she was the devil. Everytime I’d look at her, her pupils and eyes would be different. The devil one had diamonds within the pupils which was something out of a movie. (Out of a movie – which is my life now).
Slowly I faced those fears one by one. Everytime I overcame one, or finally came to an understanding that I wasn’t in danger – it would result in Love and inner strength / confidence in myself. I saw a hooded man that weekend, Just standing at the foot of my bed. Scared the living hell out of me. So I thought the devil himself was after me. Everytime I saw something dark and tall, like a hanging jacket on a coat rack, I would jump and my heart would skip a beat. Until finally one night, a couple months down the road. I came to the understanding that no “darkness” no “evil” has powers over you unless you participate in giving them up.
After the meditation where this all came in alignment for me I opened my eyes and there he stood. The hooded man just staring right at me. I felt zero fear. If anything I felt more inquisitive on what he wanted. I stood up and walked towards him. With my Love emotion flowing by activating my Thymus Gland. (Look it up if you don’t know about it – Helps take control of your love emotion). I walked right up in front of the glass door where he stood, and just looked at him with the thought in mind “What is it you want? You can’t hurt me.” And he just slowly nods his head, then opens his robe. Right where his heart would be was a glowing beautifully and vibrant orange fire. He literally BLASTED me with Love. THEE most Love I felt this whole life. More than the angels ever downloaded to me at the beginning. More than anything I can describe. It almost felt like I was floating. Then he was gone. I stumbled back and sat on the ground just loving the idea of what I just learned.
Love is all you need. Harness and learn how to activate your thymus gland – just a tip. Feel that love emotion. And no darkness can live – where there is light there can’t be dark. But the dark around the light enables the light to be. So don’t give power to your fear. Your fear will initiate and give the power to your illusion of the darkness being threatening.
So my soul mate here played out the perpetrator in all the different ideas of where I can be in danger, taken advantage of, used, or that something can affect who I am at the essence of my being. She was also learning lessons out of the experiences, all while perceiving and ultimately living a different reality of those experiences. I believe we both were there, but were looking and interacting with the mirrors reflection of what we needed to learn.
And now overcoming all this with her. The main understanding I needed to come to learn is – That I am Whole, No matter what. No matter any mistake, any pains or ideas of lacking, no matter perception – the main fact is that I am Whole. I am at my deepest essence , a being of God, or of Source. All things are of Source, all things are God. God is not above looking down. God is within and without looking through. If you acknowledge that underneath your idea of your identity, that you are of God. Then you must understand that God is untouchable and unharmable. That not one thing came upon God and all he touches. The things and perils that come upon us are not attacks, but of our own making and just mean they need understanding. If God is everything, then all “darkness” is actually God also. This is what I believe. Call it God. Call it Source. Call it the Universe. Regardless – it obviously all comes from one place. I call that place God, because it’s what resonates to my soul. I believe in a creator, a creative intelligence that is behind my existence and all the reality that I live. I choose to believe that I am protected and guided carefully and intimately. Uniquely walked down a path that is not repeated by another Soul or person.
I trust that if you are battling with these demons, or your Soul Mate/Twin Flame has set you down the path of facing your fears, then you know the feeling of pain and life threatening fears. No place to turn, no one to call. All friends or family think your crazy already and what are you gonna do? Call the cops? Ha, it’s just you and all forces of evil you perceive. I must admit that’s a pretty genius tactic by some Intelligent Creator, to have you turn back around to faith. I turned around in complete fear, like “I don’t know what the hell is going on here man, I don’t know if anyone exists up there, but if so I could use some help protection.”
What started with protection, turned to trust and faith. And soon if you fill yourself up with enough God and Faith. Then there’s no room for evil. If you fill yourself up with enough light, then there’s no room for darkness. It’s a beautifully constructed lesson – Brings you back to faith and also you overcome your fears. Two birds one stone.
We technically are a part of all things that Are. So you could say you have 100 souls. But you are at your essence, a whole and individual vantage point of God. You do not need someone to complete you, you need yourself to complete you. Soulmates are amazing teachers and these twin flames experiences are very ying and yang. I think the union of the souls are real because the ying and yang allows for the energies to balance. But not necessarily meaning you are needed to exist, not necessarily anymore of Oneness than with others.
That’s just my perspective given my experiences and lessons learned with a soul mate of that nature. It’s a huge opportunity for growth in self-love and understanding. I am going to be a better partner to someone because of my experience with her. I am going to be a better friend and son because of the growth I gained in the experiences. She helped my unlock all the insecurities and negative perspectives, thoughts, beliefs I had around another human being. Specifically around my female relationships. She will forever hold a special place in my heart and she will be in my life until the last day. At the very least as a trusted friend that feels like family.
Just have Faith. Trust that there is a Love-Driven order to all things. Realize that you are limitless, only limited by your own thoughts. You are Divine yourself, you are perfect always, and you are not lacking in anything. You are powerful, you are intelligent, you are made up of more than the physical body you see, and you are connected to all things.
Drop the sense of Self - Realize the Oneness of all things around you. Stop to understand the perfection with the inner-workings of your environment, of your body, of the Planet.
Realize that you came to this life for a reason. Your purpose speaks to you, and it's up to you to acknowledge it and not lose yourself in the distractions.
Do something you've always wanted to do, but thought you wouldn't be good at. Do something new today, do something new every week. Do something new as much as possible. Like always.
Explore the world. It's so huge and brilliant, with hidden treasures, unlimited new experiences, and beautifully unique sights and landscapes. This is your playground. You're meant to be on this planet and you're meant to experience all that you can on it, there is no finish line to the exploring and experiencing you can do.
You are here to Experience. Keep it that simple. Don't get caught up thinking you are here for anything other the Experience and sharing the Love. Focusing on careers, money, or anything material is only a distraction from what you're truly doing here. Don't fall for it.
Don't fall for waiting until retirement to do these things either. The average lifespan is 76-82 years of age. So you are here for maybe 75-85 times around the sun if you are lucky, and you are in your prime physical condition and best health during 20's and 30's. That's when your body is meant to explore and be pushed - use your window properly and don't worry about the future. Trust in Faith, and it will Provide.
Love, respect, and thank Earth regularly. Don't take for granted the beauty and awesomeness of Earth, and the fact that we are blessed to be able to survive here. She gives us all elements we need and energy that helps us every second. Make a vow to always treat her as the living and breathing organism she is.
Spend your money on memories today. Memories with your family, with your friends, with the community. Make memorable memories as often as possible. This is what Days are actually for. Don't get confused thinking days are for your work schedule or something. The time is for you to experience things with your loved ones, to laugh and love with those around you, to connect with one another and share love.
Be of service and offer love whenever the chance arises. This is what's on your resume when you leave here. Your good deeds and Love shared with those around you is what you leave here with, that's the only thing you can accumulate and take to the next life. Take time out of your life to help others, share your abundance, share your love, treat others with love - We are all family here.
Practice faith and trust in your Life. The more you trust and have Faith that you are in Good Hands, the more you will walk through obstacles with ease. The less you will be consumed by your own thoughts and projections of fears in hypothetical play by play scenarios in your head. Remember - everything that happens is for a reason, and it's all part of the plan. And it's a good plan.
Make any amends that you owe to those you may have hurt. Do not let any of your previous mistakes weigh on you today, drop the baggage and walk tall into tomorrow. Make right with any of your family or friends, where time and situations may have caused discord. Don't let pride or fear prevent the mending of relationships. Even if you don't see yourself in the wrong; make the first move to put it behind you. Your family is in your life for a reason, stick with them through thick and thin.
It doesn't have to be an amends. Reach out to old connections and share some love. Call that friend you haven't spoke to in 5 years, but was important to your life for the years preceding that. Pick up and call a friend to tell them how they've positively impacted your life. Just let them know you appreciate them being in your life, and they are important to you.
Contrary emotions and thoughts - Counter emotions of anger with a positive emotion and positive thoughts. As soon as you feel anger rising in you, focus on your breathing to calm yourself and think of loving thoughts and feel love. The emotion of Anger only hurts the person who is Angry. You being angry with someone does nothing for resolving issue, and hurts your energy field, your own thinking, and even physical symptoms hindering the body.
Share love every door you go through. Every room you enter bring love and positivity into. Your smile should be the facial expression for 85% of your day. Your daily goals should be less about the steps on your fit watch, and more about the amount of people you can positively interact with each day. Your presence, your energy, and your words will be used for uplifting others, sharing love and positivity.
You are perfect the way you are. But you do not need to abide by the guidelines of your own perception of perfection. This is a trap that leads to disappointment and negative thinking. So rather than focusing on when you make a mistake, focus more on the improvements you've made to get there.
Your mind will not just flip and go from the constant chatter and distractions of self, to calmness, faith and love, overnight. So allow yourself to grow at your own pace. And acknowledge that you are doing your best and you trust and have faith in it. Awareness of what your voice from your Heart and Soul sounds like, and the awareness of all the other voices is the biggest step. Then identifying when your Ego voice is the one speaking, and realizing all negative thinking or "I can't" "never" "not good enough" thoughts are not you, but actually conditioned fear voice.
Over your lifetime you've had experiences that were perceived as attacks, or maybe hurt you, threatened you, or scared you - which triggered your mind to go, I didn't like that. I need to prevent that from happening ever again. So now you have thoughts that have built up in your mind, with the intention of protecting you, but ultimately only hindering you and actually limiting your true self and potential.
We lose our True Selves through the layering and layering of these fear response thoughts over the years. Going 20 to 30, or maybe 40 years without these limiting thoughts getting checked back and balanced, can lead to all the mental health issues that are plaguing people today - depression, anxiety, social fears, etc. These will also prevent us from achieving what we came to do, experiencing what we really want to do, and living the life that we actually love.
It's as if the True Self, our Heart and Soul, gets drowned out by all these layers and conditionings, and we can completely lose touch with who we are, what makes us passionate and happy, what we want our lives to be. It takes active participation by you and me to keep the Heart and Soul voice and thoughts, audible and clear. We tend to dismiss these or think of these voices more as imagination or day dreamy thoughts. But in reality, the feeling you get in your gut and those thoughts that trigger excitement and warmth within you, is your Truth. Don't let what society's Truth currently portrays and don't adopt anyone else's Truth to be yours. Your Truth is what you came here with, and is what you are here to uncover and experience. Experience to the fullest. Every little aspect of it, what you day dreamt about in grade school growing up, and then still later in your adult life still popping into your head throughout your week. That day dream could be what you had set out to do in this life, and the very exact reason you came here.
Realizing for the better part of my life I’ve been reaching to External Things to make me feel loved, to feel happy, to feel confidence. Or relying on other people to calm my fears or insecurities and basing my own self image and truth upon others’ words.
This process has made me realize that is THE worst way to live. It’s a dead end when looking for true happiness. For your own self love. Your cup needs to be filled from within. I finally understand everything I ever needed. Everything I wanted and that feeling that I was missing something, but not quite being able to put my finger on what it is I’m actually missing.
Well this is what it was. The constant reaching and attaching myself to things outside of my own Spirit, Soul, Heart, or Divine Source within - is what has led to my unsatisfiable questions of How to Find True Happiness…How to Find Me!?
Who am I? Why am I here? Why do I always feel like there is more? Why do I feel I need to figure something out? What are we doing here? - These questions may not fully be answered during this Physical Experience we call Life here, but when you place your Faith and Trust in God, or the Divine Order of the Universe, or Love that Connects all things. Then you will begin to walk on a path that will lead you to finding these answers from within.
There is no one-way street on doing this. My experience of being Abruptly woken up September 1st and being worked on and with every night for 1 - 2 months is most likely not something you will experience. I am being told that all roads will lead to the Ultimate Answer that drive us to be searching, that drive us to search and question everything. And the Answer is, Every answer is within us. God is within us.
This is not a to be looked at as a religious description. I use the word God only because that’s what my Heart leads me to say and it feels right to me. If you say “Universe” or “The Divine” or “Grandfather Time” or “The Divine Feminine”, it literally doesn’t matter the Sounds or Words you choose to use - it’s about the intent and meaning behind it in your heart. Use Love.
Love is what we call an emotion. But it is so much more than that. It is a connection. It is a communication from something. It has power to it. When you feel love, it has healing power. It has confidence, the ability to fight fear, the ability to overcome and pain or discomfort you may be feeling emotionally. Think of the Love feeling as God’s or Your Divine Power’s Fingerprint in you. Christians call it the Holy Spirit. And every single human has it.
You just need to understand that. Feeling love, is that direct activation of the Holy Spirit. And when you quiet your mind enough, and allow your Heart to be Loud - you are able to allow the Spirit to do the beautiful.
Something I was doing in the beginning was picturing my body in White Light as I meditated. And it would help me feel that Love within. I also think it helps to Activate whatever DNA you have that is meant to be activated during this Life.
We live in a “reality” where we are conditioned that if we reach externally for happiness we can attain it. But the Truth is, that just brings you further and further from your Happiness & Answers. You can stack up all your money, all your gold, all your titles next to your name, the newest car, and the most beautiful friends - but not a single one of these things can give you True Happiness within. If anything it can distract you for sometime. But nothing can answer the eternal question in your soul you feel - other than you turning within.
Fill the cup from within.
For me, I just keep my prayers and meditation very strong. Morning, multiple times throughout the day, and night before bed. I try to stay ever connected to God or the Divine. And give all reliance and guidance over. I have bought a Bible, started going to Church, and just letting that Pour in and incubate me. Trust me, I had a stigmatic feeling towards Church and Religion, but now it’s not even about Religion anymore. Just about me connecting, about me being around Love and Positivity, about me understanding that everything is within me. And the reading of the Bible has been 100% different than I ever could have imagined. I read it not literal but I understand the hidden meanings behind these stories. The stories used to keep me away because I thought it was dogmatic, punishing, and unrealistic. But now I read it through new eyes and see all the hidden messages and meanings. And better yet the church I found has pastors that read and teach it in this same manner.
I’m not saying go buy Bible and join Church. Find whatever helps you to Fill your Cup from Within. It is all an extremely personal journey and where you find your Answer, will be different than where your best friend may find their answers.
Just have Faith in the Divine. Understand you have everything you need within you. Love is more than an emotion and you should try to feel it without basing it on external activators, rather turn within for it or even ask for it within.
I went to an amazing Meditation, that I literally almost cried through the whole thing due to the amount of gratitude I felt. I had just finally given in and Trusted this whole process the night before. I had finally been able to communicate with my Guides for the first time that day and become very comforted in my journey.
They had put a device on my leg the week before. Which I thought was some other negative energy that had followed me home from a conference I was at. I asked about that as soon as I was able to communicate. It turns out it was my Guides, and I only perceived the energy as different because they were excited.
It's too funny now, but was terrifying that night - I didn't sleep that night. I spent 3 hours standing, and 3 hours in my car..trying to outrun the energy. I was for sure that it wasn't my Guides and it was doing something to my leg to harm me, or maybe track me. They put something on my leg regardless, there is no running from the spirit world...write that down.
They confirmed it was a good thing, and that it was their doing. They also instructed me that I needed to be Grounding more. And that's what the device had to do with. A couple hours later I got a text, "Hey Jim, I'm leading a meditation in Palm Springs at 6:30 tomorrow, it will be great for grounding. You should come."
Okay Universe. Okay God. I hear ya. So that's what I did, and when I began to ground during the meditation, I felt the device moving around.
It started to move down my leg, over the ankle, then to the bottom of the foot. All of a sudden both feet were tingling at the bottom, and it became a very strong sensation as if my feet were asleep. Then the sensation came shooting up my legs.
I realized I was now feeling Mother Earth's Energy. And I could feel both Light from Source coming from the Crown area, and Energy from Earth coming through the legs. I was instantly so grateful, so overcome with emotion and love. I just realized that this whole experience was 100% positive and for my ultimate happiness. Such a relief and beautiful feeling.
We listened and sang along to the Mantra - Ra Ma Da Sa. The practitioner explained this is a mantra you can use when you have something you want to heal. So ask God and focus on the thing you want heal. In you, or with someone you know. And chant along. And it felt to me like an invitation for God to enter and Heal me.
When I got home, I went on Youtube and found the song. I laid in bed, pushed play, and began to sing along with it. And my vision went crazy vibrational, and my third eye was wide open. I focused that I wanted the healing to be for breaking up the solar plexus and sacral chakra blockages I have from my fears, insecurities, and ego thinking.
Holy cow, did it work. I realized there was some sort of mist, or cloud forming in front of me. And then I understood I'm supposed to breath it in. And so I did. Then I laid back, continuing to do deep breathing, and I could see the sparkles that I would breath in and filaments I would breath out. I took it I was breathing in healing energy from the source and exhaling that which I don't need.
Then I realized the energy and sensations I have felt on my face since the very beginning of all this was pooling up and building it up into a more large energy that was now separate from my face. Then it started going into my mouth.
So this is the part where I am supposed to turn off my mind and open my heart (As this wasn't the first time Spirit wanted to crawl in through my mouth, so I knew the drill). And I gagged a few times, when my mind would start chiming in. It took about 30 seconds to quiet my mind enough to allow it in. And Boom. It was in.
I could feel it slowly and methodically working its way down my abdomen. Going through all the organs and I cleansing them I assumed. It was crawling through my sinuses and all the veins and cavities of my face, ears, and head. It even was working through my eyes the next day because I could see it swimming around going back and forth. But I know it was good. Since that experience my third eye has been even stronger.
I finally went to sleep that night, about an hour later when it seemed to be done.
This was a Night of Vivid Dreams that I remember clearly. I was at my Grandparents house on my mom's side, and my grandfather had Alzheimer's (not that it was said in the dream but just what I understood). And we were in the kitchen, and he started to seem very confused and was trying to get through to the living room I believe. And my uncles stepped in to try to slow him down and not let him go off wondering, I presumed. Then he started freaking out, yelling, crying and scared and didn’t know who any of them were. He kind of made himself fall on the ground in a sad and dramatic way. This whole time, I had a front row seat to the ordeal and his emotions on his face. It was very upsetting.
And then I saw my poor mom, she was just heart broken and crying in disbelief. And they wrestled him down to keep him safe and calm (it was not abusive or malicious).
Then all of a sudden cut to next part of dream - my mom and I were looking through the house. I believe we were looking for old writings or journals from my childhood. Which is something we just did in real life. And then I started hearing growling. I couldn't tell where it came from. And then it stopped. Then we continued looking through boxes. And the growling started again.
At this point it occurred to me that this was a demon and it was something we couldn't see, but was evil and lurking around by the boxes. I grabbed my mom to shield her. And I started yelling “The power of Christ compels you! The power of Christ compels you! Christ consciousness only allowed!” Essentially fighting the demon or darkness. Then I woke up.
And I realized My stomach was in pain. I remembered allowing the spirit, or divine Light into me earlier in the night. And then I had to fight the fleeting ideas that, 'Oh no, what if let in something else in. Which may have been one of the lessons or tests. To completely trust and have faith, despite the fear thoughts that always pop up.
But whatever was going on, it was moving around in there. And I felt the dream was a sign. An almost training session for what I had to do. So I began to say that, "Christ consciousness only." and "This is a vessel for Divine Light and Christ Consciousness only."
Then I remembered, my friend, a breath-work specialist, Meredith, telling me the story about Archangel Michael coming to her at night, and testing her. He woke her up and said, "Love always wins." And then as soon as he said that, he disappeared. And there on the end of her bed was a huge beyond scary monster. And she said she had to shut off all fear thoughts and literally just fill herself with love. And then it disappeared.
So, I decided I should use her experience to my advantage, and I forced myself to feel love. It was difficult to not allow my head to wonder to the fear, to tell me I got tricked, to tell me there's darkness in me and there's nothing I can do. But I closed that door, and opened my heart. Just like I had been learning this whole time. And I felt the love and I continued to said say "This is only for Christ Consciousness. This is a vessel of Divine Light. And then it released from my stomach.
I felt it breaking apart and dissipating. I was overcome again with such a high vibration that it felt my whole body was pins and needles. It was overwhelming how strong of a vibration it was, and how it was literally from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. It felt like something was settling into me. Maybe my Higher-self. Maybe Christ Consciousness. Maybe Divine source gave me some of that energy. Regardless it was powerful and it was Love.
I later checked with them through the Pendulum. I asked,
Was that my higher self - NO.
Was it Christ Consciousness again? - NO.
Was it from source..The Divine Light? - YES.
Ok...Wow.. (which is always my reaction when I realize the blessing of this whole experience)
Was that for my healing gifts that you've been teaching me? YES
THE ULTIMATE LESSON THAT NIGHT
A - Trust in Christ Consciousness, or simply God, no matter what your head is telling you.
B - Love always wins.
C- Faith in Divine
Fight off any darkness
Well not just darkness. Anything that I feel I need help, assistance, strength, or healing in. I can use my faith and love to get through any obstacles in life, to ease any pain that comes my way, to find peace when I am in turmoil.
It's the key to all difficulties. The ultimate anti depressant. The ultimate strengthening weapon. The ultimate protection. The ultimate love.
About a month into my ascension experiences, October 4, 2018 - with Miesha Johnston from Starseed Awakening Radio, as well as, founder of a support group for experiencers. I will include link at the bottom.
Miesha was very helpful and actually made an effort to get me into the support group meeting video chat for my first time. I was late due to work, but made it at the end and was a cool experience to be honest and open with strangers about what was going on.
Anyway, I have already scheduled a 4 hour intensive past life regression hypnosis for next week, but it seemed like finding Miesha was meant to be. I can’t say no to my gut feeling or synchronicities anymore. When you’re walking hand-in-hand with your Higher Power, the Universe tends to just push and pull you the right way. It’s been an awesome benefit of ascension, the overall trust of my path and the decisions I make are based on my heart rather than my head. And that makes for smoother sailing and less worry.
I have picked up a book by Dolores Canon, which if you haven’t heard of her you need to look into her. She is like the GodMother of Past Life Regressions through Hypnotherapy. She spent her whole life practicing it, studying and documenting. It’s thanks to her that we have such an understanding of it, and also that we have access to so many practitioners of it, as she developed a program to train others in it. I would recommend to look up her Youtube video about Nostradamus, as it is truly the most fascinating story I’ve heard out there and really convincing of the powers that be in the conscious. The book I’m reading is “The Three Waves of Volunteers and the New World” – all her take on starseeds and case studies from her real life hypnotherapy sessions. She takes a long string of different stories, experiences, and past lives, all from different patients, and then ties it together into a descriptive story of what life means and how it works. And then explains what starseeds are and why they are here.
I’m only about 1/3rd of the way through and it has answered so many questions. I’m not sure how I would feel about it if I weren’t in my current circumstances. But I am, so I do believe. And she has some amazing evidence especially the congruent story line in every body’s subconscious. How do we all have the same stuff going on, not the same lives but the same story line and rules? Check it out.
My Hypnotherapy Past Life Regression is as follows:
Miesha's Website : http://ladene99.wixsite.com/starseedawakening
Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/starseedawakeningradio/
Email me if you have any questions! God Bless.
So you're now dealing with spirit entities in your home? Well you're probably scared beyond belief and confused. Well if you were anything like me; you didn't know if you were possessed, if you had aliens abducting/interacting with you, or better yet if you were crazy. (Do not give the latter too much attention)
Well although dark spirits and entities are real, DO NOT go down this rabbit hole. Remember: Thoughts create reality. If you find it impossible to tell whether these are positive or negative energies, then you need to find a channeler, clairvoyant, or medium RIGHT AWAY. Do not wait! Because your thoughts will create and manifest into the experience your focused on. So when your fear is taking over and your thinking fearful, haunting, negative thoughts. Then that is the experience you will have. Beware. That is where the HEART is to come in. Just needs to be dusted off.
1 ) Quietly sit and try to listen to your heart :
2 ) Things to know for protection :
Quiet Mind + Listen to Heart = Fight Fear
New Life Order
Not that this makes you a failure or bad person, it just means the conditioning worked, and you have fallen into a type of brainwashing that prevents you from hearing or feeling your heart and dreams.
“You think you’re the ego” – Alan Watts
Couldn’t have said it better myself. Separating that ego voice is the most unbelievable thing a human being can do. A human’s ultimate test today, is separating themselves from identifying as the ego. You are not the ego. You are a spirit and you are your light, follow your heart. It will be the biggest obstacle for humanity to evolve, quieting the mind, separating themselves from the ego.
But it will be: Heart. Mind. Life. Ascension.
For now, have a blessed journey!
Here is a list of Archangels and each ones areas of help:
Starseed - Someone who chose to be incarnate in this life, and the sole purpose of their life is to aide and contribute in the ascension of the collective human conscious.
I was awoken on September 1, 2018. This is Sep. 28 2018 today. It has been a crash course for me. I am a starseed of the planet / people of Eshah. I was contacted by an entity named Atahr. So this message is for anyone else who may be out there waking up from Eshah. I found no material or posts on this planet or race. So I will be the first.
If you are one of Eshah's or resonate with any of the Eshah talk let me know - Contact Page :)
The visual connection I have for Atahr is of a tall grey looking ET, but very very Peaceful and Calming. Healers that work with the Angelic realm. Of the 9th realm, the highest being we usually hear about human interactions. The visual of the grey was one that I feared most. And that being a guide or teacher of some sort was a trickey first step. Took a lot of time to allow his reveal to me.
When he finally did in a meditation. It was surprising as all hell, but it was very familiar and I felt his connection with me. We spoke for a second without words, that information is private. But that dude is a rad alien, especially for how loving they are. A very non-judgemental, non emotionally bound to heightened excitements which actually blocks us. But a total father figure and guardian angel feel from him.
I have found the power of multiples with meditation and consciousness is important. You can continue reading a little overview of my process and take on it so far. I will share more detail in the future.
If you are just someone who is dealing with entities, consciousness awakening, outer body experiences, psychic abilities, energies, visions, spirits, meditative experiences, whatever- still read and see if you think maybe you are a starseed. Anyone can contact me, my purpose is to help the collective. I will be establishing more organization to this process soon.
I am writing this about a month into my ascension / awakening / dna activation .. Whatever you choose to call it. I have kept hearing the word starseed, but didn't do thorough enough research. Because last night I was talking to another person who has just recently awoken, and she told me that I'm a starseed like her. And I remembered back to one of the first mediums/channelers I spoke to, he channeled a 5th dimension entity who told me that I was a starseed of their race. I kind of assumed it meant like descendant. And I asked the channeler, is this common? And he said it's unbelievable how often this is happening right now, races are coming out of the woodworks. So my assumption is that we are very close to the awakening and consciousness shift on earth, I think this races want to come forward and introduce themselves but they have to wait until the collective conscious is ready. So that's where we come in.
So I write this to anyone who has heard messages from Atahr of Eshah. Or anyone from the planet Eshah. I think he said it was the planet's name or the name of the people; or maybe both. And they are three galaxies away from us. I obviously have more channeling to do and will learn more.
If you're like me, you would have been dealing with these entities one on one and possibly freaking out because you don't know what they want. Don't know if it's good, or bad. You would probably go to a medium or channeler. And if you found a real channeler, then it will allow you to speak to the ones that are waking up or helping you - your Spirit Guides and your team. This is very re-assuring, and it's helpful so you know who you are dealing with and what's behind it. I will include a link to the channeler I went to, Jim Charles.
I like to think of these entities as my team. They are all just trying to walk me through this, and help me achieve true happiness and reach my purpose. I asked Atahr if he/they were my spirit guides? He said no, but we work together. What a relief. It's no wonder why Hollywood/media/ tv & movies have made it to be a scary or horror experience when you get visited at night or "abducted" or operated on. It was clever play in the keeping us conditioned to be in fear and negative. And to ultimately fight the process when the time comes to ascend.
When they operate or work on you - This is an amazing gift. They are HEALING you, not hurting you. For mine, I don't know what they took out, but they did a lot of work. And then they gave me gifts - which is called an upgrade. So don't fear it...well try not to, because you are getting an upgrade from your present form. They have technology and medicine that we can't even fathom yet...but we are on the road to get access to and have open trade with these beings. It is so crucial and important. All the worlds and human problems that we don't know how to fix right now, can and will be fixed when they make their introduction. We just need to trust and open up to it. Get away from the usual day to day norms and start looking inward and up. Meditation. Prayer. Faith. Heart.
It has been mind-boggling and reality shattering. But now I realize the reality which I'm refering to shattering, was actually not reality. And that's just a peaceful state of unknowing, and sleeping consciousness, and conditioned powerlessness. Now we are on the doorstep of the next chapter in human evolution. This process has been simmering for many years, slowly and methodically. But now it is coming to a full boil, and these coming years are going to go down in the history books...the NEW history books.
It's funny because I was thinking that humanity was going downhill, given everything you see on the media; television and social media, you'd think it were coming to hell on earth. But quite the contrary, they are just upping the negativity and darkness, in a response to the coming awakening. They know it's happening and they are turning up all the tricks to try to combat it. But it won't stop this, it can't.. this was decided many of years ago and this was the way it was supposed to be.
So, hopefully this finds someone who is in the middle of week one of awakening and you can reach out and find some comfort and guidance. Do NOT fear this. I know it's hard, I still struggle with it. But I can recommend a few books and websites. You are in good hands, and remember, You chose to do this. This is your destiny. We are on the side of Light, the side of Divine Creation, the side of God.
Here is contact info on Jim Charles - The Channeler who helped me reach the spirits/starseed family.
email@example.com or firstname.lastname@example.org
Email him to set an appointment and prepare for some answers. He was kind and very informative during my process as I had no idea what was happening or what all the info meant. He took the time to explain, and ensure I was okay. Thanks to Jim, and thanks to people like him paving the way for us to understand.
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