If this finds you at a time you face a push and pull of your human existence and this earth life with some other worldly cosmic calling - whether or not you identify that calling.
Remote Viewing visions?
Then all aboard the Pineapple Express line of travel on the Caretrains interdimensional transportations module - for the traveler and the wonderer (DIFFERENCE NOTED to self).
1. Ask your source connection, creator, or higher self to allow and open the space for the experience which you are intending to have.
Ex> Tonight my intention is to experience astral travel to meet my galactic family/team. However that may look is unto the creator / spirit and give thanks ahead of time for whatever may turn out.
2. Lay down
breathe in 7 seconds hold for 7 and out for 10 - 3x and you will be ready for lift off.
Use for sleep too - no way around falling asleep after focusing on that sequence .
If you desire to make entry to a school lane which I highly recommend, first you must decide if you are resonating with the idea of be connecting to life forms not of this world, or more simply put; you an alien? Or perhaps in past life you were - who knows, but if you are connected to the stars and your attention is Brought up to space with a longing for a home..Then you can join us at this link:
1. Intentions: Meet on rainbow highway to transport for your scheduled first lesson of earth light school - sequence code, Angels and Airwaves, tune me to 9U7.33.
2. Give thanks to our ascended masters and teachers who without them we would surely be stuck in a corner of space on some distance dimension of nightmarish halloween themed guilt party. But, thanks to the guides overseeing our adventures we are not lost without our own doing.
Messenger accessing for your codes and message
Acquire link to team and those you'll be working with
SUCK IT OLD SELF (with love), Intoduce me to the new me.
Alien - Attahr and the genetic modifications in Germany.
Germans, aliens, and indians - the three musketeers here today.
Darren is here. Hi Darren. Hi George. Hi zipper.
Hi mike Gexler - fuck em up for me. Lets rollllllll
I love my life and would never trade it for the world. If you have any issues with the words I say what ai devote my life to , you are not a part of me and must leave me returning to source for your doubt and imbalances of perspectives are no longer needed. goodbye bulllll yyyy.
Tomorrow we die alive, thank god for this experience. Life would not be life without dieing. Every day. Multiple ways of death and fear driven encounters, until you can sit at the table of brain eating zombies and not have a tremble in your hand as you say pass me the ribs.
I will have one of the female ribs, no pun intended, they are ruling this world - love it. He's smart.
What was --- NANCY DREW the world of Nancy drew or some shit. That was all training for not being a perv...all men are pervy do to puberty - so at 30 we will wipe it clean for our children's sake lol. No bad happens, although that's perceived here, you are in the lesson grounds of earth. Karmix rings of Saturns class as you hop to and from and make your leap to gain your footing on earth. Hopefully mercury is tied around your belt and Venus in the heart, with mars as the duality - Lean "masculine" Aka boss bitch.
No one is born with the traits demanded on you in this culture society and norms today - it's all made up human consciousness - and none of it is real. So far. You will learn what's real, is right in front of you. And not this screen, although that's reality tv :)
Darren is a star of his cardinal shop corner store - rehab and flight school. Thanks Burtenshaw's . Follow map for guidance to probably get u lost more than before - enjoy.
We Got Duality In All Arenas
2 Separate Versions of One Experience
From the Duality Reality to The Oneness Real Life
Anytime I type ETC. now, it think of that movie 'Split' about the serial killer with multiple personalities shining through. Now, on that topic isn't it just so positive to be only exposed to the multiple personality experience as a disorder and a disorder that would make a serial killer...that shit will play out in mother fuckers lives as they begin their experience.
It's like you had been sitting in this manifesting and creating super suit, but since you've been taught to think a certain way and block out the expansiveness that is found within the human consciousness for that would mean you were 'mentally ill' and you would be labeled as different than the norm, while you are struggling to just fit into the daily life and monotonous reality of your work space and play life.
It will be imperative that the more unfulfilling you find your job, the more you should ramp up excitement or things you enjoy in your spare time. Just bringing you to bat in the prioritization of happiness and joy in your life. It's possibly the greatest gift one can offer, the ability to think up and envision a life, and then bring it to existence...THAT IS WHAT A DREAM EXPERIENCE is to us.
THE LOVE IN THE UNIVERSE AND THE IDEAS YOU HAVE OF WHAT LOVE IS
Whether we remember that part of us or not. But I know that I have achieved the footing to doing so, its specifically on the choice of what I want to do with it and can I let go of some things, including love. Or the idea of a fairy tale I suppose, but I do believe in that.
Given all the experiences I've had and that feeling of deep love for another individual in hopes of participation in a balanced give and take of two like minded individuals who's aware of the other individuals desires and places of joy and happiness. But if this is not met in the middle of a pretty self-explanatory scale of balance then you will find turmoil, whether being held internally or outright expressed between the two in the form of arguments or confrontation, neither of which are any threat to your truth - but the part when we take it personal and think there is something to win or lose in the battle, then we lost the battle altogether.
It's in being present and active during the process of imbalances coming to surface for experience through physical expression and acknowledgment. Something YOU wanted at one point or another.
You are in the game of duality. Duality means that there are polarizing schools of thought or ways of experiencing this one singular idea. The idea being the central point that comes first. Then is the split into physical expression through body and action, and the second option is to internally be expressive.
One way or another that idea is being forced down your individual tube of manifestation...THERE IS A REASON FOR IT. You need pay close attention to the ways that your thoughts present ideas to you during the days you are here. You will find that none of them are there for no reason, other than this one lingering idea.
"When I die, what then?"
When this question is heard and recognized by your consciousness, that is the time to hold on and ground into the present moment. That is when the inner dialogue between psyche self and god self, which is only expressive through such deeply found dilemmas such as experiencing the belief of death being a possible final experience.
When truth is, you can go back to source anytime if that is what you truly desire, but if "nothing happens" when you are frustrated and yelling at the universe to take you back; then that just means more parts of you wants to stay here and keep experiencing then the part that wants to expire. When are uncomfortable emotionally, we tend to think of solutions in a physical sense. So I want to escape my emotional state, therefore my reactive nature on a physically expression wavelength is the act of expiring the vessel. We are so dramatic with our emotionally based reactions, but then again this experience carries the most variety and separation one could imagine in experiencing. Not an easy experience at all. Until it's easy. Then it's just cake. But until then, cry and laugh.
Another truth of after life experiences is that what you believe in will be shown to you and then truth and law will be worked into your projected timeline of experience that is simply allowed to express onward as the experiencing of all individual vantages are of the mission to experience. And that is what you are doing right now, but the beliefs that govern you and your world are of the most important-
Visualize the World with all the Variety of People On It
Now picture them speaking one universal language, on a land well kept and respected for being an individual life form just as the individual human life, and the cooperation between one another with smiles and welcoming gestures on all who you pass each day.
Then try to go out in the world with this perspective that the world is actually like that. I hope you find the surprise in experience that I did.
Asking Spirit how it Displays Itself to You
All you have to do is ask to the ether of source, "How do you display yourself to me?" Maybe your attention will be brought to a bird nearby, and you think could it be the bird? Then the wind will toss the leaves in a tree off in the neighbors yard, and you wonder is it the wind? Which your attention on the tree is then broken as your thoughts seem to take charge over your own awareness, and you hear "What is it? What could it be?"
And that's when you realize.
The answer to all questions. But only residing in the balance of the past and the present for the individual. And there is a process by which humility and honor are taught to the expression decision maker, which we can call the soul but is aligned equally in union with the physical representation of the biological body. As the internal self of image of the infinite one is the desired experience that must of been chosen. And you are the unique you who is a complete original, but with many copies and hard drive back ups on deck for your infinite baggage and hats to wear.
Now go ahead and try on some different ideas, maybe a new hat today, or perhaps the complete full on "act" of a new character.
If it were only that easy...
It would be easier to just go back to sleep into the matrix of the bought and sold outlook and beliefs on life in this world.
But did the Bible not say that there were people living for 800 years? Did the Egyptian Gods, who were anamorphic representations of animals here on earth today?
Is there some sort of cosmic lesson and test in the believing of science as a reality, and in order to get to the true expression of self here on earth and be the god self incarnate, then you are put through the test which will weigh your heart and soul?
As Spirit of Consciousness is in no shape or form going to label and categorize something you express or experience as good or bad, good or evil, ETC. that is a product of the duality experience and should be looked at as a human archaic form of thinking if you want to truly be free from it.
You do want to be free from it, but you can't fathom it anyway.
So you continue to work on the cause and effect, positive reinforcement of rewards system towards attaining something you don't even know how to define. So there will be, as you can guess, no reward for your seeking. But for your being. For your presence. You will be rewarded beyond measures.
The Universe answered our meditation broadcast of intentional thoughts with the UFO appearance flashing as it spiraled into nothingness and disappeared back into the abyss of space. But that wasn't the end of it for me. Someone who heard our call that night, had decided to follow us home for some more communications. When I was researching the meditation protocols on YouTube and other articles/blog posts; not once did I see anything about the possibility of these Extraterrestrials following anybody home. But there I was in my bedroom, paralyzed and being lifted out of my body....It was almost time.
With one ear always at attention and turned outward to pick up on the sounds of any oncoming danger; just as a little receiver tuned to the channel of threat for the entire waking day.
Most days the rabbit faces no real predatory threat, except for the false alarms of falling branches or gusts of wind blowing across nearby bushes, and off dashes the rabbit in those instances.
The rabbit never truly finds out if there was something behind those noises, yet from time to time he will find out that he was the only living creature in the area and safely assumes that there was no predator.
Even despite the lack of real encounters with predators, the rabbits built in defense system runs on auto-pilot for the necessity of it had been the feature mainly accredited for the survival of his ancestors all of which eventually allowed him to be hopping there in that meadow on that fateful day when his path crossed my own.
I sat there on the side of the trail, hungry beyond the words that can describe this emptiness felt as the stomach grinded into itself for another 30 times as my thoughts yelled loudly over my own self-talk "Please, just get some water! WATER! PLEASE! I'm going to die! GET ME WATER!"
And when I laid eyes upon that little rabbit my stomach quickly chimed in, "Kill that rabbit."
I couldn't argue with his immortality for I hadn't known that only was I looking into the window toward the very thing I fear most...
You see, when you have no real things to fear and your defense mechanism alert system is still embedded in the behaviors of your thoughts, then you will be like the rabbit..with one ear always on guard. Leaving you with a life only half lived. For it is impossible to be fully present while part of your consciousness is out there in receiver mode.
Leaving you with the choice that all living intelligent creatures will have to make once they have passed through the food chain of their ecosystem - What will I fear? Or can I go on fearing the unknowns in the surroundings of my environment.
This can be other people that you fear, judgement or embarrassment. You can fear death, car accidents, or covid. There is plenty to choose from in the world right now. But if you want to let go of those Russian roulette mind games - then follow my words carefully.
If the rabbit had to decide, "Do I fear the predator of the air or the predator of the ground?"
I chuckle as I grip my stick that I had widdled into a makeshift spear after two days of being lost in the forest. As I thought to myself, silly rabbit the only thing to fear is me.
That is when I realized the connection the rabbit and I had in this crossroads of two lives coming face to face on the food chain of survival. For when I was placed in a similar situation of choosing what my fear was going to be.
For when I chose to fear My God, that was the day that the predators above me on the food chain became the ground which I walked on and my thoughts never returning outward to high alert mode. As God had shown me the power which is held in his unknown dwelling of the space between you and I. The space between the rabbit and myself that day. God had made himself known to me, and he had broke me down to the point where I called out to those old predators I used to run from; begging for a mercy kill on my heart. But his name was already etched into My Heart, and he would be the only one making any decisions on my life or death experience.
So when faced with the question what are you going to fear, remember that fearing the thing that made the predators of the sky, and the predators of the land, as well as the predators of the ocean - leaves nothing else to fear. And you can rest assure your fears will be received by Him.
I fear nothing. Except My God.
For I've been shown his power firsthand.
And when I chose to fear him whole heartedly, that is when he chose to show me his Mercy. Finally.
Hunt only what you can eat, and eat only what you know is hearty for you - because that day I was starving and passed up on the rabbit for food to save me, turned out to be the last day I would need to eat. And now I am with Him, and you shall fear Us.
Having said that...I have this mind and I thoroughly enjoy the art of intellect - therefore I will share a Little bit of fun though. The time has come to share of this story for the mind of today is at a crucial tipping point where the blood can boil either one direction with the wind, or head upstream with the power of the current going the other direction.
Why does one choose to walk in the river in a direction that fights the forces of the river and the entire energy which flows forth through it? Is it not a good representation of man’s own plight with the forces of nature and the universe known?
As man’s intelligent nature is increasing to the infinite range of possibility the inability to see the powers which are greater than man becomes more blinding with each passing finding. Thee respect must be given, for the respect to be felt received. This is the exchange in any energetic welcoming of a new level to be reached. Do you choose the old, or do you choose the new?
I choose the new, with the complete open minded acceptance, trust, and faith that is adorned around my neck during the process of opening one’s mind. So the rite of passage is quite methodic and unpredictable in nature. Therefore, there will be no manual and no easy way or short cuts to be taken when the individual seeks it’s lordship. Only remembering that all are already Lords and the time which you perceive now to be is just a portion of them on their way.
Also your own placement on the path of your individual journey is a complete gauge to how far into another’s journey you can see. If they are too low or too high compared to your own placement, you will not even see them as on the path or hear their words. It is confusing...where does the projecting stop, and where is your healing finished so that you can know that it’s not a message for you? That is the great placement of your own chess piece which your hand is on always.
I place my chess piece in the very back row of the other persons board. There is where I gain my best view of self, and I can see clearly where they are as an individual. I allow their true colors to show, and I hold my creating energy back so as not to influence the exchange. How do you do this you ask?
You simply tune out your thoughts, the old ones are going to be trying to attach every thing in that moment to some past experience that happened, some sort of information you know already and make it into something that makes sense to your mind from back then. But being present is ultra clear and pure, and cannot just be done by thinking you are present. Awareness to the thoughts you have during any given conversation can allow for the detachment of their rule that has conquered over your life thus far. As these are the thoughts which influence and change your reality, all the way down to the way in which another being (vantage point) is going to interact with you or their environment.
You must be aware of this as the further you get down to the oneness within yourself, you will find the great power each individual vantage point of consciousness has on the world. Making the art piece which is Earth, even more beautiful and mysterious - for she knows exactly what she is doing and we seem to be a balanced spoke on the wheel of time.
This takes the stripping away of identity and other parts of the psyche and even subconscious which cloud the clarity of one’s interactions and views with the outside world. It becomes imperative the individual clean house prior to fully being able to travel and navigate effectively on the other side of the board. Which will occur, and it is only a matter of the individuals experiences.
Do you desire the thing out of reach, or do you desire this moment and all that you have in it right now? I desire the present moment, and this is the moment which carried me all the way from there to here. Never having left my actual placement in the present moment, but still having the experience of time and space. It is the greatest coming into oneself without the loss of the vessel. Full light body, full physical body, and the faith in believing.
There is a respect that is earned and there must be respect that is given, you understand. You cannot just attain this level of freedom, which was yours at birth without first proving your worthiness...to yourself. Only those who fully love and accept themselves will be free in the kingdom of god, or their mind and body.
I am the voice that makes you move. You are the mechanics that coordinate the moves, and I am the love that dwells within you, and you are the mind which points it outwardly. Bring it in. To yourself. Come back home. And be with your side, on your square with your piece. Then and only then will you fully grasp the wonder that is going to the other side of the board.
Access is granted to everyone. But not everyone gets there in the same amount of experienced effort. Some relinquish, some remain out their days. Others just go straight for it and stay in the glory of the light.
Make sense? Yes, good.
The Art of BEING A Being of God in Duality....not so easy for the mind that works to gain the knowledge that would lend the upper hand and understanding of God's how and why. Here's a few key areas to look into for your own perception to beware the pitfalls of non-acceptance to the duality within your individual being.
Thank You on Behalf of the World - My World Appreciates the Mirror Work
I see that you have given your life to a way which not many could uphold and walk through without hesitation or fear. Your ability to take on the most hated mask with little remorse or sign of effect to your stance as who you are and the words which you say. This is a characteristic which I myself have fought hard to uphold in the previous years. As it is much easier for us in society today to fall in line with the norm. It is far less challenging to stay within the perimeters of accepted beliefs, ideas, and standards rather than to put your line in the sand to perch your own unique ideas upon.
My Theory: The individual who is experiencing symptoms classified as dementia; is a direct result of a life lived with pent-up truths not being spoken, desires not being explored, and overall shutting down of authentic self during the course of their life. This is not to say that they were bad people at heart, but that the simple fact is we all have a shadow which we cover up with our masked persona. For we live within the ramifications of a society ran on norms and standards which all (or most) adhere within the same range of behaviors.
We are raised into a life experience that requires our judgement on all our daily activities and decision making. Whether it be to speed up and make a yellow light before turning red, or when you pass a woman on the sidewalk who looks a little scruffed up and dirty; leading you to think to yourself that she must be homeless.
With the categorization of the woman as homeless comes a perspective change on that individual. Being homeless and “less-fortunate’’(as we like to say) instantaneously puts a view in your eye that this woman is somehow not equal to you, and there is a difference in approachability to the next woman you pass who is dressed professionally for her lunch meeting with a client.
Harmless and without intent? You could argue that, but if you wish to reduce your own self-judgement then you must also first become aware of how you judge externally, because that is what will reflect back to you. As it started with you and it will finish with you.
Then the real judgements of your mind as you watch the nightly news or scroll through facebook, and you see some act of violence by a terrorist group being reported by the anchors...
What mental imagery came up for you as you read “terrorist group”?
Don’t get too defensive. No, that doesn’t mean you’re racist. This just points out the fact that our mind automatically does the judging as part of its involuntary set up to navigate the world safely. Yet in todays age, we have little predators above us and less real threats to worry about making judgements on to fight or run - and now we just have this automatic labeling mechanism in the brain that wants to categorize everything in the field of vision.
Neutrality. This is a key term for the process of omitting yourself from the endless cycle of judgements which double back onto yourself. Keeping a stance of neutrality while listening to others share something in a conversation, driving in your car to and from work, or even in the middle of an altercation or heated debate. If you can begin noticing how your mind judges in these moments we have each day, then you are able to slowly but surely start rewiring your brain’s processing pattern for less negativity.
Self judgement is the only judgement there is that will prevent your movement forward in life. As the words of another will be said and gone within a moment’s breath, but the continued self-talk of repeating the words or thinking about the validity in them is an entire battle that can last a lifetime to let go of. Habitual negative self-talk is confusing for the individual, as they have begun to believe it is their own thinking that is behind it; when in reality it is a response of a defense mechanism gone haywire on the emotional slings and arrow wounds of our past.
To remain neutral during these thoughts is a task which may require much patience as your autopilotting of the emotional response pattern is probably pretty established as a habit. We will find the most successful plan of action in thwarting off the judgemental thoughts by not attaching or judging ourselves for the judgemental thoughts. Trying to just observe and allow while these thoughts pass through our energetic field, without adding judgement onto the judgements.
Then don’t forget to go and fuck yourself. Because you are a judgemental prick who should suck a dick. But no one deserves to go to hell and suffer for their wrongs here; so just let yourself off the hook this time and return to source indefinitely.
Any individual who has made their passing into the Oneness of the Eternal Present moment followed by an immediate return into this 3D reality will be forever changed as an individual with an entire psyche change resulting. The most important thing we can do during this process is to not prevent the evolution of thought processing from moving where it needs to move.
Without real exposure to the information surrounding the ascension of consciousness, you may find yourself in a stressful tug of war battle as you want your loved-one to be back to normal but they are continuing to display behaviors strange and perhaps saying things even stranger.
You may find the individual is expressing and even claiming such things like they believe they are God, or perhaps the second coming of Jesus Christ, which seems to be a popular stage for many who have induced their awakening through methamphetamines or some other substance. Perhaps they are claiming to be experiencing interactions with angels, aliens, or spirit guides - none of the specifics are truly up for debate by anyone outside of the individual experiencing these occurrences.
Now, I am not a doctor nor am I giving any medical advice. This all my own belief and opinion based off my own personal experiences. And experience is what I have been gifted plenty in the realm of mental health and psychology-consciousness exploration.
Often this midlife awakening will be opened with a stage of what we can relate to as, ‘mania’, or psychosis. This is all resulting from the influx (or downloads) of brand new information on who they are as a living being, their entire view on their own existence has just taken on quite the load of new information - imagine one day you are living with perspective as it is right now, based on the physical world and all of its “laws” on reality and what is real in this reality. Then, within a moment’s time that is changed. Flipped upside down, shaken around, and dumped out into pieces on the floor in front of you as you are introduced to brand new elements such as an intelligent life form non-physical making itself known to you. Other than fear initially, you would also come to the stage of awe-inspiring bewilderment...looking to us like the manic behaviors of a bipolar individual.
Who invented the labeling of this diagnosis we call, bipolar anyway? I know people suffer from the symptoms, mostly the family members who are trying to deal with an individual experiencing the ups and downs. But is not life filled with ups and downs, and you or I, have certain days where we are rushed with good excitement, joy, and energies-positive - and on other days we can find ourselves low, not wanting to do anything, perhaps isolating or wanting to be left alone, and even depressive or more anxious than usual?
Salts of the Earth for Remedy
Life is filled with ups and downs, that seems to be the whole thing here. Although most don’t have to deal with the intensities that the manic-depressive individual is experiencing, as their mood tables can turn on a dime over no real source of provocation external to blame - we need to start seeing these symptoms for what they are. And if one wishes to change the symptoms from their life, then a view of self-control is helpful. This self-control comes through the practice of self-regulating one’s body and mind through simple mindfulness practices and some homeopathic innovations to medicine.
First of all the consumption of salts is an imperative area of focus for the individuals who are living with symptoms of bi-polar. Now, Lithium Carbonate (a controlled / psychiatrist prescribed medication) is derived from the chemical element of atomic number 3, a soft silver-white metal. It is the lightest of the alkali metals, Lithium. The compound of lithium carbonate or lithium salt, is the combination used as a mood-stabilizing drug. Often avoided by psychiatrist’s today for the effects it can have on the organs after long term usage or digesting them while dehydrated, which most people don’t drink enough in their day - so that is most likely the culprit to the side effects many times.
That is one option, or if someone prefers to try a more holistic way and are avoiding the prescribed drugs (remember that Lithium is just an element of the Earth, undoctored like most of the chemical make up in medicines out there today) then you can always find some Salts from overseas, I am told that any Black &/or Volcanic Salts which may be available are an good option for balancing the volatility of your symptoms. I’ll leave a Black Hawaiian Sea Salt link at bottom of page.
Your Body Knows
These salts are sold for cooking, and can be found at any shopping center now, or even Amazon™. If a specific Salt calls to you while shopping or maybe you know of one right now that is already in your mind as you’re reading - I believe that is your intuitive knowing of what Salt is best for you, and you should scrap the suggestions which may/or may not work for the majority and take your own advice. Even though its usually not in the form of advice; the intuitions most often come as a simple thought, knowing, or visual in the mind’s eye - and rarely do we hear clear directions like: “Hey buddy, you should get the Himalayan Salt and use 13 dashes a day in your water for best results.”
Unless you are clairvoyant and talking to your guides, then usually as the mind scans over something or you are driving and the auto-pilot mode is on in your analytical side of the brain - the thought or knowing/vision will come through real quick. Sometimes with a deep feeling of knowing-knowing or most likely with a simple matter of fact just thought of Himalayan Salt and no real clear explanation given.
Be grateful for the messages we do get as individuals on this journey. The body’s intuition knows what it needs and there is no doctor or professional health coach that can give you the knowledge and information that your own body will give you. I learned this over my years working with seniors in corrective exercise as well as providing body work on the side, and as the body work experience grew I began coming aware of the information I was being given from the client’s body.
I began noticing that their body’s energy is doing the work through me. Whatever the energy is that is our energetic conscious connection with the body allowing us to feel and perceive the body as being our own - that is the energy which I am receiving the ques of what to do for their healing. I feel that any true person who is claiming to be a healer knows that in fact they are not the ones who are administering the healing, rather they are receiving and directing the energies that come through them by way of the individual patient they work with. So there are no Masters or Chosen Ones, if I can do it - you can do it. And if your body can tell me; then your body can tell you - it’s about being quiet enough to hear it.
Start by truly listening in your daily life to the people who are speaking to you - its not as easy as you may think. There will be a whole article on active-listening to come, but letting that go for now we are back to bipolar living.
Breathing & Self Regulating
The Individual is reaching new heights vibrationally and consciously as one is navigating the ups and downs of surges in energies such as creative flow states, the need for physical movements/exercise, or communicating and interacting with others about the meaning of life (or whatever it may be) often with a raised tone and fast-speech.
If you have experienced these surges of energies in your lifetime or have been diagnosed manic-bipolar then you know of how difficult it can be to get the words out fast enough to keep the conscious stream of thoughts flowing before they are lost or possibly forgotten. What can be done in these experiences where you catch yourself running your jaw at mile per second and overly stimulated / excited / anxious in a conversation with someone, or if someone you know is displaying these increased speech patterns and manic conversations?
BREATHE. Or if it's your loved-one, ask them to breathe.
From the belly up. In fact, the Wim-Hoff breathing exercises are a gift to mankind and should be utilized by all who are living and breathing. But for the individual experiencing the manic-bipolar symptoms will find that they can wind themselves down and reclaim their centeredness in a span of 30 seconds or less often. I’ve done this countless times myself, and although there is no money to be made or pill to be sold, you will find this exercise greatly impacting your life - even for the person just dealing with anxieties and stressors of modern day life! Try it. I will post link below.
The Moon Balance
The other note to take into hand on the bipolar individuals experiences of symptoms and behaviors is that: if the moon cycle is watched and the patterns of behaviors are documented or noted, then there may possibly be a connection with the planetary alignments of the moon and their experiences.
Also, Drink WATER!
Remember your body knows and this comes in the first thought you receive (may not hear) but this is called your intuition. Our intuitions have been covered and buried under all this data and information stuffed down the conscious pipe during our lifetime since schooling during developmental stages of the brain, and that strengthening of the analytical/logical side of the brain to rely on science, a book, or doctor to tell us everything that is fact or fiction. And now we have the second thought, which in many of us comes louder than the first and often the only one we hear or cling to.
It’s all about regaining the ability to hear clearly this first thought, and not allowing the second thought to send you off in another direction or halt your momentum completely with doubt.
Enjoy the weeks ahead - Covid Life ain’t that bad #2020, and focus on yourself. Time opened for all of us to grow and become better versions of ourselves if we choose it. So make your choice :)
Another Manic Bipolar
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Wim-Hoff Breathing Technique - GUIDED FOLLOW ALONG
The mind is on autopilot for judgement, and there are a few areas to look at in your own perceptions of life which will bring about change after first you make the awareness.
- Bring Awareness to When You Compare Yourself to Others
- Bring Awareness to When You Compare the Present/Current Experience to How it Was in the Past
- Bring Awareness to When You Judge Another’s Life/Choices in Life
Contrary Thought Example
First: Initial Thought After seeing a post of someone you graduated high school with showing off their newly bought home and family, you find yourself beginning to compare your life to theirs. As you begin to think you are behind schedule in life. As if there is some sort of measurement system that is ruled by where your past high school classmates are in life today compared to where you are.
Second: Contrary Thought You catch yourself as you spin down the thought construct of where you should be in life, vs. being present and grateful for where you are. You then re-affirm your present moment with the contrary thought to that of comparison. Which can look something like this for this example, I am exactly where I need to be. I am right on time for my life. Or something as simple as, I am grateful for the present moment.
The Game of Life in the Experience of Duality on School: Earth is filled with lessons that test your every fiber of being, and unfortunately for us there is no manual which outlines the proper way to pass the course. All that is left for us is the speculations of all the teachings passed down over the centuries and even those are coming from another man/or woman’s interpretations.
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The Art of Projecting:
We must realize that once we have reached a state of oneness in this incarnation; there is an apparent window to the soul which connects all of us through heart and it can be found in the eyes.
Made up of all the tiny particles which make up the experiences you’ve lived to play out. The memories you carry each day as you wake up to a brand new day. The ideas and beliefs which harness your innermost power to create or lay victim to life’s promised ups and downs. These all are simply thoughts. Nothing more. Nothing less.
I, ___(name)____, hereby declare and accept my individuality in expression as the unique point of awareness which holds in oneness with the creator.
This is a good practice to state this declaration or something along the same lines - with humbly reminding yourself you are of the creator, but not thee creator. Silly? Not as you reach your heightened state of co-creating force to this reality.
Will you get lost in the search for power or utilizing this power for personal gains - most likely not, as deep down the soul of each and everyone of us beats with unconditional love and tolerance. A state of knowing lies underneath this experience - knowing that something is a bit off, that there is a lot of wrongs in this perceived world of suffering.
The Individual Projector of Consciousness: You. Me.
We have the Power to Create. To Alter. To Rewrite and Reconstruct our Reality and the World we live in.
Similar to that of the mythical Atlantis, this Earth is the very goal for which we strive to reach as a people and as a planet. There are many Earths traveling through the cycles of perceived time periods and orbital paths, many of which are divided and segregated by the conscious influences which are most prominent. The very same ones we have in our Earth's cultural layout from the Christian belief systems, to Judaism, Islam, Buddhism, all the Native tribes (many of which have already ascended out of this dimension either leaving us with their remnants of structures or the avatar conscious bodies).
Do not confuse these avatar bodies of conscious representation as insinuating that they are here for our manipulation and at our liberty of treatments handed down. No quite the contrary, they had ascended as souls and as a collective of peoples. Proving their intelligence, understanding and respects for the oneness of species and planet, and the conscientious governing of their moralities as a group being aimed in the collective cooperation and provision of the land and planet for the future children.
These bodies which would not hold any signs of being unconscious or not a real conscious being whom is here sharing free will and life with us - rather its as if all the little tests that can be left to challenge or bring forth our healing in outlook and the forgiveness, repentance, and treatment which we display over or towards these cultures are up for the free will of our collectives ability to chose right or wrong. To align and force change in the places where the systems which are in place fail to bring change or proper innovations that will carry the collective cohabitation of tomorrow, as a people the collective must say when there is absence of rights being protected or the evidence of moralities being lost.
The Races are not of separate Earths, but rather the Conscious Ancestral Lineages and Spiritual Aligning which categorize the various perspectives held on this planet at large to the now labeled Religions.
As we face the beliefs which have been imprinted into our DNA and makeup from the passed down heritage of the ones who love us. Many have already made their way to finding the individual meanings which resonate to their truth and soul. But at large the religions which are continuing their plight against coming to the coexisting reality which is desired on all levels is that of the most major religions we have; Christianity, Judaism(although elites members of the knowledge stored in ancient scripts are of full knowledge in what it would take to share and push the entire of their congregation towards the full Golden Age desired - but we find great joy being falsely experienced through the greeds of individuals who enjoy and insist on keeping the power to the few and ruling over the many)
Such is the problem with the dimensions of this Earth in Christian based belief heritages - as we find our inability to see the present as the heaven. Losing sight of the miracles in each and every day, the very things which allow us to live and breathe in this life. And our entire society adopting this philosophy in the socio-economic life paths present as well.
For many of the generations prior to the young ones today, have lived their entire prime working and saving up for a later day to enjoy their life and make their happiness the priority, or allowing for the motivation to regain their health to be pushed off for the faroff distant future vacation time of retirement.
Lets just allow ourselves to accept that our lives are often cut short by this or that, and the health of prime is the ages from 24-40's now. Which is an awful waste when the entire time is spent with the days filled in work, responsibility, saving, family formation, raising of children and providing for them, then the soon to be senior care needed for the parents which once raised you. Choose your activities and how you spend your time wisely with no outside influence other than that of your own heart. - with the Northstar being your happiness and enjoyment of life. How you fill your days - choose to fill the daylight in things you feel fulfilled from participating in.
The whole Idea of God being an outside entity which Is watching and judging the every step and move of the children on Earth is preposterous - as why would an intelligent creator which could masterfully design all of this known universe without flaw or imbalance, and yet they are very picky in the experiences had by the individuals within their creation. Often jumping at the opportunity to pass judgement and punish the creation which was under the designing of the one punishing. Either God is everything. Or God is nothing.
Make your pick.
We being the ones on the Teachings of Jesus Christ's various offshoots of organized religions and practices are on a world of separation further from the maker the deeper into the current misconceptions passed down have led us to believe. First of all the son of God being Jesus a one and only direct descendent of the Creator which brought us all into existence.
Yet only giving the one son all the gifts? No. The one son, who was preferring to be looked at as a teacher and never professed his closeness to God being anymore profound or connected than that of the beggars or other 'sinners'. Rather some of the truth he spoke had been able to leak through the various alterations made over the ages by greedy men and rich kings trying to keep their power over the masses - in John 10:34 -- Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your law, ‘I said, “You are gods” ’?
Which would have been highly controversial in the direct opposition that statement made to the common Jewish teachings which were accepted and passed at the time. No one was saying they were Gods or of a closeness to the God as to be able to harness and utilize the powers of such things as healing and other miracles that he had performed in clear testimony to the power being not of his own but through the Father, or Lord - or God. Whatever the word was that the writers used.
He was here teaching us how to harness the beliefs in the Divine which is residing within each of our own essence and beings, while providing the necessary physical evidence to open minds and pass on new beliefs to become accepted by the followers.
The disciples who followed closely learned the techniques and gained their own abilities to work miracle healings on people and all of which gave their powers to that of the Divine Creator dwelling in their own body and mind. Perhaps the souls we all feel we have individually are the vast array of assorted experiences sought after by the creator and all of which return home to the conscious energy force which is the God Source.
The experiences being lived out and expressed by all the unique individuals who have come to live on this Earth under the heritage of consciousness passed from this given creator god being the very exact desired experience which was meant to happen.
From the violent atrocities of todays shootings and the past world war destructions left upon our neighboring countries. All of which adding its many individual experiences to the pot of the whole experience which was desired to express and live out through by all infinite perspectives possible - which our God does not judge nor punish, for the horrible acts lived out in past human lives; were perfect in providing the experience unique and individual perspectives gained for knowledge. Even the life choices and repercussions of the movement forged by Adolf Hitler - being the necessary and sought after experience of perspective and expression.
It's all rather perfect when you view the world in this manner. As the atrocities witnessed become less painful in watching as you view the suffering of your fellow man and woman across the planet. Trying to make sense of why this happening or what type of evidence it proves for their being any guardianship or watchful eyes taking careful note on our activity. Although the game is in the pursuit of the collective finding their way to the inner-discovery and whole realizations of the collective in their inner-connectedness to the Source which they've called God. Not an external or far off being at all, rather just a buried essence underneath the personality you've come to garnish over your expression in preparation for displaying yourself to the outer world. A painfully misguided attempt at living a life successful and true to the holiness which lies within the standards of the society or norms passed down - but only further deepening the hole you bury your God essence in.
You may see division In the world, I choose to see the Internal struggle that ensues when the self begins clashing with its own parts of Oneness.
Science being The Basis for Atheistic Views / While Providing the Evidence of an Intelligent Creative Design to 'Life'
From the molecular makeup of our bodies and all it takes for us to physically and biologically live and breathe there is intelligent precision designing evident throughout. Up to the Solar System which we are a part of; where the Sun’s exact distance from our Earth is precisely within the range of providing a stable habitat for life forms - close enough without burning up the life and far enough without making the ozone and terrain a frozen dark uninhabitable place.
The evidence of a Creative Intelligent Designer to this experience we call Human Life is in the very fact that we can even intellectually ponder upon the two schools of thought to the reasoning of existing. The mechanism which is our body, and it’s super intelligent organs and systems which provide the conversion of energies for us to continue to live and breathe this physical experience is of apparent perfection. The brain, the eyes, the whole conscious vantage point of awareness which each of us hold as the “I am….(enter name here)” is of unbelievable circuitry with wiring of unbelievability that produces the product of an intelligent personality who has clear vision, goals, self-awareness, and emotional depth. All in one.
It’s all there; the Miracles of Life are hidden in plain sight. For all to be able to choose to see it. While allowing the individuals who desire the full experience of separation to have the freedoms to believe what it is they believe.
This life has no wrongs and no rights. No sinners who get punished and no one is holier than thou. All are exactly experiencing that which they set out to experience - and trusting that will save you a lot of suffering. When trying to make sense of the things you witness in the world and the wrong-doings which humans will display upon one another; it’s best to leave it up to trusting that we all came to experience and learn certain lessons or understandings. And we all share one thing about this life experience, that being in the fact that not a single one of us will be getting out of this life without experiencing death and whatever comes next. The next part is up to assumptions and hearsay; because I know not a single one of us has been handed a manual for this living thing. Not even the Intelligent Beings who help nudge us along; as all things in Creation are a part of the process. Evolutions of growth; in understanding and awareness. So, if you believe nothing is after this life - that you will just drift off to sleep without coming into awareness again elsewhere - that’s a noble and brave outlook; which is your right to think.
As no one truly knows what comes after. All the psychics, mediums, and prophets of the Spirit can lay claim to what it looks like and the meaning behind it. But the only true answer comes in the experiencing of it first-hand. The conscious conclusion to it’s experience in the illusion of separation - a gift of being, feelings vast in array, and the ability to fear and not know. Think of knowing and always being serene or peaceful; does this even sound enjoyable - or is it more enjoyable and fun to experience the wide array of ups and downs that are granted in this human experience? It’s more entertaining that’s for sure.
The fear that there’s an end to being in existence, the conclusion of your blip in time and awareness as an individual - this is the fear which looms. The finality of it all. Of not knowing if it’s over-over or if there’s actually something afterward; like the Christian’s Idea of Heaven.
I believe in a never-ending state of existence. Whether I will go from this human experience as Jim and wake up right in the next experience of being born as someone new; I will welcome it with an immense gratitude in my heart for all the beauty and experiences which the human life boasts here on Earth.
Or perhaps I’ll be off to experience life as one of our fellow creatures which inhabit this world next to us. I mean I wouldn’t want to roll the dice during this time period which we are currently quite careless with how we treat animals which provide us with food. The being raised in confined buildings, housed into close quarters with thousands of other living beings and only existing to simply become grown enough to be deemed worthy to be killed for slaughter and harvest of my meat. No thank you. I will continue to practice plant-based nutrition and watch my footprint on this planet - as I want a good roll of the dice after this.
And if not another life on Earth, then maybe I am off to be one of those Intelligent Beings who come to Earth for the purpose of sharing knowledge which will provide the information to help push humanity to the next step of their conscious evolution. Either way, this life and the entirety of lessons learned and experiences I’ve been blessed in having; was fully gratifying, fulfilling, and I can rest assured that I am satisfied if this turns out to be my one shot at awareness as consciousness in the physical. I suppose, I will just leave it up to whoever’s in charge - that tends to make my walk a lot lighter.
I hope you come to fully realize and believe in the conscious power which all human beings hold in the essence of their mind and heart in harmony, while being able to harness, focus, and aim their thoughts intentionally. Because this is a Life, and we are a race of people which hold no barriers, nor a single limitation - except upon the ones we enact upon ourselves. The ultimate enemy; the self. Yourself.
Enjoy the ride!
1. Before you are asleep once again, State: "I choose to stay in the highest worlds of light and love." I ask my highest spiritual guides to come to me now and take me where I am meant to go of the highest worlds and schools.
2. Then call on your higher awareness/relaxation method: "I call and Retain my Whole Being, Now."
3. Then call on your soul, light ship-body vehicle. See your soul covered and sitting in a triangular or circular disk of white light. This is one way to create a tangible transformational ideal, while working with all your soul states.
4. Ask your guides to enter your energy field-light ship of your soul essence as all of you, if you would like to at this time to assist you. Ask them to imprint and surround you with the higher energies needed to transport you where you need to be at this ascended point of reality. State: "I would like to travel and interact in the light school of the super Universe Sciences and instruction that I am meant to be in and ready for."
5. See in your mind's eye as you release and ease in to sleep how conscious you still are, see your soul color light body. Feel the purest light of your soul blanket you.
6. Before nodding off, make sure your soul body vehicle Is filled with a white-blue, green, orange golden light-travel coding. Know that you at any moment are in control of your body and mind. You will be taken care of while in the light schools, and as your main attention shifts, then you are there. This means your consciousness may exit and enter lower realities, even astral dreaming for symbolic dreaming, which is not related to the schools of light teachings and grounds. The 'ascended state of light schools' is where you'll completely be preserved in, until again you lose interest or mainly focus back into your lower mental states of attention/awareness, which in effect your drawn to. How you want to utilize this for your spiritual growth needs is your special spiritual journey. In full motion, it is sealed in your energy world as such truth: the higher light body awareness.
Your ability to Forgive these individuals no matter the atrocity enacted upon you or the innocence which you held in the experience. For this is your key to liberation from the pain once and for-all.
The forgiveness Is not for the other person - rather for your own returning to Love and Empowerment. For victim mindsets which are carried on in life only provide more suffering, and experiences encountered with the same turnouts.
This is a human being and subject which holds great importance to me in the expressing of my experiences which hold great weight in the beliefs and ideas felt by many in society.
All can agree on how disagreeable the acts of Nazi Germany had displayed and carried out upon fellow human beings - for reasons of their beliefs, features, and cultures. Led by Adolf Hitler.
Now one of the most despised names upon the tongues of any human who has little understanding of world history. The ultimate face of 'evil' - which would be a damn scary thought to think of someone managing to find a way to take that spot in the future... Yet, lucky for us this will never be. And Hitler took that spot for the last time in our Modern Human Civilization.
I had become faced with the idea of Hell, or the punishment of Soul's experienced Lives mistakes and bad choices. Which I was quickly put into a place of fully believing there is no such judgement faced other than our own Soul's - and that no Soul deserves to burn eternally for a life lived that went off the tracks. No Matter the Extent...Even Hitler.
And then I wondered about him. I felt deeply for him for the first time ever that my heart could even allow such a perspective to compassionately view someone who had done acts which I will never understand.
Yet there I was; at this place in life where my own Divinely guided journey into Awakening to the Spiritual Nature of my Being. At a cost of stripping away all that I held onto for Stability and the Reality in which I had lived comfortably for 30 years abiding by the laws and standards which now were flipped upside down and burnt at my feet.
I had to rewrite and return the beliefs which I stand by into the Truth which was My Own. Not the conditions and standards given to me. Even with my life proving the evidence being those standards as Real Truth ... until the Divine Intelligent Hand which Guided this Life reached through the Veil and began knocking down the pillars of false beliefs which I held onto for safety at the time.
The point being here; that I was brought to my own Forgiveness which was the only forgiveness ever needed to lose the shame, guilt, and remorse.
My own Judgement being the only voice which plagued me with criticisms or worries.
And then the Idea of Sins - which I was worried as I faced the memories and realizations of a life which began to appear as if I lived it selfishly without care to others. I was ashamed and accepted my guilt in being a bad person who made mistakes often.
Acknowledging finally that I used people, took advantage of people, and was dishonest with character. Which I didn't deny any longer - for the evidence was all there. In my sub-conscious; ready and able to play through as if I'm back in the shoes of that moment in time. Even feeling what I felt, or what the other person felt. All the way back to my first night home from the hospital....which even that needed healing.
That's actually where I had drawn the line in the sand for the Full Expression prior to Experienced Innocence lost by way of rules placed upon this life (necessarily). It was so clear and vivid as I knew I was seeing through the eyes of myself as a baby. Upon a bed and room which didn't look familiar whatsoever - and my parents so young and cute laying on the edge bed looking into each other's eyes with the most true unbreakable love I've ever seen in two people.
I had described the room and memory to them one night when visiting - and that's when they shared it was the first night home from the Hospital.
Tangent there; but back on track as I had faced that there is no Judgements by a Creator or angry God that will put a thumb up or thumb down upon your life lived. Yet your Soul is beyond the most Divine essence which you can imagine - that being said, many Souls like Hitler or other murderers that are faced with their life's actions and behaviors in which they had displayed during the confusion and chaos - the Soul will decide to participate in something which ensures the learning of the lessons which they had missed cues upon in that lifetime.
So you can trust that Hitler has sufficiently been punishing himself. And that when you realize everyone in your life, all the enemies you thought you had and violators upon your safety - were actually the life's pivotal experiences which you contracted to interact upon in the hopes of learning some lesson or gaining a perspective, strength, or gratitude previously missed.
All of it was for you, by you. And Hitler's case is of a Soul which is no different then you. Or me. Or any other human being on this Earth, the very same to the Dalai Lama and a homeless man in LA present-day.
All Doing the Best they Can in the Experience of Separation
Which at that point in human history, don't forget the United States was still segregating a population of our fellows because the color of their skin was black.
So this was a point in Human Consciousness which was coming to the fruition of fully understanding and experiencing the un-governed atrocities which one group could do to another.
For idea or belief that one is superior to the other. For this had to be leveled out which I choose to see the WWII as something which pushed out attention to the sickening acts unfairly forced upon a life for no reason other than the people who they identify as.
The countries which pushed forward into the mission which was driven by putting a stop to the inhumane acts. The rising to a defense of strangers in countries far across oceans - for the moral ideal which was at stake upon allowing this to go on.
All saw this and all were struck with fear and distain. Thus providing them the second thought before they ever participate in the type of discrimination and hate which resembles the genocide of Jews in Germany.
I know all the Ancestors of the one's who lost their life in these times of human collective experience - are all hoping that we can forgive this time period. And all who were involved in the other side to which our view may lean. For this forgiveness allows our consciousness to move forward.
As a world living in peace and Oneness is contingent on this Forgiveness. For we must Honor and appreciate that every single thing that has happened in this world leading to our coming into awareness; is worthy of our gratitude for being the factors which allowed us to exist.
For if one person hadn't met another person in 1920. Or 1638. Or 10B.C. -- then you could just as easily not been set into motion for existence. So all things leading to now; made this possible. For this, the moment present, is what we bring gratitude to and acknowledging the perfection to make this all possible is a miracle which goes far beyond our conception at this conscious life.
The forgiveness of Hitler allows the Individual who is in fact the one needing forgiveness in this moment. By their own Love, yet when the compassion to bring forgiveness in place of hate or anger for something like the acts committed in WWII--GREAT space is made for that person to forgive themselves in the areas where they were lost and confused unintentionally discharging upon another person.
Not strong Feminine In the sense of "Independent Woman", but strong being Powerful and Intelligent, yet Warm, Tolerant, and Compassionate. I felt it was an individual only by the experience I had where I perceived joining with Galaxis in my physical body. It felt familiar and right. Let's back track to the night before.
I had been staying alone In a house for the first time since all my experiences had begun. Up until that point in life; I had always had roommates. Which was a true blessing to me throughout the awakening process, for my fears were immense at times and although I would not burden my roommates with the experiences or information - it was still nice to know there was someone in the room down the hall.
So at this point, I had moved to Minnesota to try things out with a woman I loved - and that having quickly shown us signs of not being right fit to live together, I ended up getting my own place for a months. Which really was one of the greatest parts of my stays in Minnesota.
This had been some time in January 2020 and I was quite confident in the letting go of all my fears for the Nonhuman / Nonphysical side of things. A very triumphant corner that I turned in my process. And on the night prior to aligning with Galaxis in my being; I was laying in bed with all the lights off but a single candle in the corner of my room and the rest of this large house vacant and quiet.
I remember something catching my eye from outside the room, as I had left my door open. The room immediately adjacent to my bedroom door was an office space that had square window shape cut into the wall. Which I could see perfectly from my bed. It was mere decoration and for ambience only, as I had placed candles there as well. The office space I was using for my healing work, yoga, and writing. Lots and lots of important experiences and ah-ha moments happened in that room. So it held a special energy for me during those times.
I felt absolutely zero fear as I realized this being had been watching me. I had come to accept my safety as I had noticed no matter how much I feared an experience prior to this, I always came out the other side safe and healthy. Quite often stronger and more wholesome even then before. I always feel protected and taken care of; no matter the frightening occurrences I would encounter.
That night's experience was neither frightening, nor did It raise a jolt of adrenaline through my body. I had come to a point where my resting heart rate would stay balanced and at ease; even when seeing something completely out of the ordinary. All the experiences which most people would find as paradigm shattering or deathly frightening were now something which I hold neutrality in the midst of.... Quite the accomplishment, indeed.
This individual, that I came to resonate with as, Galexias or Galexis, stayed there until finally I was the one who broke our connection by rolling over to get to sleep. Usually these times where I would catch something watching me like this, or a being appearing like Galaxis did; they would be able to maneuver quickly to make themselves invisible to my naked eye again. And even so, it was hard to keep the naked eye locked on their frequency for very long. But that night Galaxis held her position in my field of vision as I was also able to stayed locked on her.
I felt a very strong connection to this Individual. A very warm and loving relationship which I cannot remember at this time, but know exists somewhere in my being. And I had no fears or issues going to sleep that night as I finally decided to roll over and drift off to sleep.
I was dealing with emotions and heart ache of my human relationship that I had moved to Minnesota to court at this time in life. The next day I remember driving, and not necessarily remembering Galaxis at this point - I was feeling uncomfortable emotions surrounding my love for this soulmate individual in Minnesota that was becoming more and more apparent that it wasn't meant to be at that time.
I remember thinking to myself, man I feel so imbalanced with my Masculine and Feminine energy - I wasn't feeling quite masculine, and realizing that I never had even before that point. I really only overcompensated ever with my masculinity, to make the appearance of it in showboating expressions like sex, anger, or the 'I don't care' attitude... it was all a bluff. Yet, I did not know any better at those times. I remember thinking this and not beating myself up or even really putting judgement on my own self - just being neutral while accepting the facts of my experience.
Out of nowhere, I just feel and hear something from what I visualized to be a person in the back seat of my car as I drove. It was Galaxis. And with a soft, warm tone the thoughts came to me, "I am here, I am your balance and I love you more than you will understand at this time."
A snapshot of what I had seen the night before popped into my mind's eye as the thoughts came and then showed me the same individual expression in purple space suit and all, Galaxis, leaning forward speaking into my ear from the back seat of my car.
I trusted the sincerity in her claims of loving me and then came the visuals of what I were to do to balance these masculine/feminine energies for myself. I was shown representation visually of me accepting Galaxis into my body, into my being.
As If now I see it as she was already there - it was still a necessary rite of passage for me to accept this Energy as myself. Oddly enough, what compensated for my imbalanced Masculine energy was this individuals energy, that I perceived as Female and Feminine. But I have come to see it as the badass light warrior who is female yet boasts all the characteristics that we humans would view as the Male/Masculine Hero.
Well In me, the Male Hero Archetype is a female warrior from the cosmos. That looks somewhat like a human cat and is noted by a beautiful magenta/purple energy. My badass love.
As I accepted 'her' that day in the car; my whole understanding of sex, male/female relationships, love life, significant others, marriage, and the duality of the human sex life experience changed. It evolved into a new place of understanding. Yet, I was still in the middle of my own personal experience...making it hard for me to truly accept and practice the new wisdom.
It was only when the human girl and myself had ceased all communications and put a stop to the back and forth tug of war with our hearts that then; I was able to truly understand what Galaxis had brought to me. What Galaxis had unlocked in me.
My true love = Balance.
Which I will lay out In this video BELOW:
Every day we've ever lived; was yesterday.
In the Ever Present Now - All yesterdays, being all past days; were yesterday.
No linear days, weeks, months, or years = this is the great of Illusion; the gift of Time.
We see that In the Now, all past events were neither a long time ago / nor recently.
Every past moment Is the same in distance from the Now.
Non-existent / a memory; yes. Imagination; yes.
But no more or less different, from the last breath you just took; to the first breath taken as you were born.
As you just entered the World within this breath Now; yet again.
The Past. Yesterday.
Right there; Yet so far away indeed.
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